Pain

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Izuku
I jumped and looked behind us,to see who had yelled. It was a girl that I had seen around school,Camie Utsushimi,but never really talked to. She seemed pretty angry. "What is he doing here,I said! I'm your girlfriend,and you spend time with HIM instead of with ME? WHY IS HE MORE SPECIAL THAN ME?!"  Kacchan looked irritated for a split second,then his face slipped into a gentle mask. "Camie,babe,this is my friend Izuku. He's been through some things,so I brought him here to hang out with me. If I would've known you were coming I could've told you." I couldn't stand being in this room with them any more. "Kacchan I'll just go..see you tomorrow at school."

He looked like he didn't want me to go,but I showed myself out and walked back to my empty,lonely house. I laid down on my bed, just staring at the ceiling. 'Kacchan has a girlfriend? Why had I never known about her? I mean..he wouldn't really tell me unless I asked but.. I wish I knew that before he made me feel better,about everything. Mom I wish you were here. You would know what I should do...'

I rolled off my bed and stumble into the bathroom. The razor blade seems to call my name, quietly, maliciously. I dragged the blade across my wrists a few times before bandaging up my arms and getting back into my bed,not moving until it was time for school.
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Camie
Who does that Izuku kid think he is, stealing my Katsuki's time from me. After all he is MY boyfriend. I sat down on the couch with Katsuki after he left. "Babe,why do you spend so much time with him instead of me? Am I not important any more? Don't you LOVE ME?!" I said,angrily. "N-No.. You are important. I do love you. I just spend time with him because he is my friend and we just recently started hanging out again." Katsuki said.

"Good. I was worried you were one of those disgusting homosexuals,for a second." He said,"I'm not..I'm straight.." He sounded like he felt bad. Must be for making me worry! After that,I had dinner with Katsuki and his family,as a girlfriend should. He walked me back to my car,and gave me a kiss goodnight. He made me feel special again,just like he should.
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Katsuki
Stupid girl,making Deku run away like that. Why did I even agree to date her. She's a painful reminder of why I can't love Izuku. Loving him will only hurt him,what with everyone around us being homophobic. She sat at the table and ate dinner with us. Afterwards, regardless of the dread that I felt when I was about to do it, I gave the bratty girl a good night kiss. Hopefully she'll be satisfied for a while. I went back in and then went straight to bed, excited to see Izuku at school tomorrow.

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⏰ Last updated: May 12, 2020 ⏰

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