Long Time No See (Sehun)

Part 1

(Your POV )

I was snapped out of my daze as my bus arrived. I got on and chose a seat near the back and beside a window. I plugged in my earphone. I gazed out of the window absent-mindedly as Taeyang's Eyes, Nose, Lips started to play. "Your eyes, nose, lips, your touch that used to touch me, at the ends of your fingertips, I can still feel you..." Gosh, I hate this song. I should've just removed it from my phone ages ago. Every time I hear this song, his eyes, his nose, his lips seem to stare right back at me in my mind's eye. His hugs, his kisses, his sweet words. They're haunting me and this song just reminds me of everything that we had...and lost. Stop, I want to tell the song. Stop making me remember everything single detail. But I just can't stop listening to it sometimes. It's like as if someone understands how I feel. Two years have passed and I still wished that he would one day appear at my doorstep, like nothing ever changed. I was lost in thought, looking at the passersby, walking along Seoul's busy streets. Then I saw him. Oh Sehun.

Sehun? It can't be! The bus started to move again. I peered out of the window, searching frantically for the guy that stole my heart. But it's a peak hour and we're in the heart of Seoul. The familiar face that I thought I saw was lost in the crowds, somewhere. My heart beat fast. Bu-bup. Bu-bup. Bu-bup. Was that really Sehun? It...can't be. This is Seoul, I told myself. There are bound to be people that look like him. And, I wasn't sure if it was him since the bus went by very fast. I tried to rationalize with myself. But deep down in my gut, I knew that I'd recognise his face no matter what. What if it really was him? What happens then? What should I do?

Oh, that's my stop. I got off, still in a daze and deep in thought. I walked towards the college and saw my best friend Bobby. He grabbed me into a bear hug with smiles all over his face. "Wah I missed you sooooo much! I haven't seen you all summer, have you missed me?" I didn't reply. When he saw my lack of response, he pulled away to look at me better. Uh oh. "Hey...what's wrong? Did something happen? " he asked softly. It took me sometime to reply. "Sehun." "What about him?" Bobby's eyes narrowed. That jerk. "I think... I think I saw him. " I muttered. Bobby's already small eyes narrowed to slits of anger. "Aish, ____!! Forget him already! Have you forgotten? That jerk just disappeared without a word, left without a single letter, no phone call, no text. And what now? You're hallucinating? Its been two years! Forget him alright? Jebal. " A tear slid down my cheek. I know he's right. Forget him, ____. But I know I just can't.

Bobby cupped my face and lifted my chin to look up at him. "____, the person that you thought was Sehun, it's not him. You must have hallucinated and thought it was him. It's not him." he said more gently. I nodded, wanting to believe him. It can't be. I don't know what would hurt more. It's really not him, or it was him and he chose to ignore me all this while. I'm hoping now, it wasn't him.

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