Long Time No See (Sehun)

Part 4

(Your POV )

I slumped onto the couch, tired and weary. My head hurts, so does my heart. The shock still hasn't worn off after seeing Sehun for the first time in two years. The memory of our relationship came crashing back, like a tidal wave, so sudden; and like a hurricane, churning up a storm in my heart. Our relationship was definitely not perfect. In fact, it was so flawed that I'm surprised then, that it didn't break from the cracks it had. As our relationship progressed, more cracks appeared, scarring our relationship, but to be honest, I never expected it to break. After each fight, I always braced myself for the breakup. It never came. Then I just thought that well, our relationship might crack, but it will never break. Or so I thought.

Sehun... he's...not a very good boyfriend. My ideal type of boyfriend is someone who would want to spend a lot of time with me, someone who won't party all the time, someone who won't let other girls touch him because he knows he's taken, someone who remembers important dates, someone who...Sehun's none of that. Hard to believe? I thought so too. Sehun has always been the carefree type, to do things according to his mood, to not care what others thought of him, not even me. He said that he wanted freedom, to do all the things he wanted. He was wild. Going to parties every weekend or whenever there is one, going out camping with his friends, going to clubs, said he wanted to see the world. There wasn't enough time for me. I would call him up and say hey, let's go on a date. "Ah sorry ____, I've made plans with the guys. We're going to that new hot spring and waterfall place, what's it called again? Ah the Victoria Falls I think. Anyway, it's far so we'll be there a couple of days. Love ya!" was what I would expect to hear. There he goes. Off to some sort of road trip when he's not clubbing. No girl had ever tamed him. And silly me thought that I could.

Most of our time spent together ended in fights. Me trying to tell him how much I missed him and want to spend more time with him. Him snapping back saying that I should give him more space. I'd cry and scream back, demanding to know why he asked me to be his girlfriend when he couldn't fulfill the role as a boyfriend. He'd shrug and say that other girls aren't as possessive as I am. I really wanted to just call it quits, but the fact that I love him won't ever go away. Deep down I know that he loves me too, but doesn't understand how a relationship is a two way thing. When we started dating, he would take me to the beach at night, lie on the sand and look at the stars. "See those stars? Those stars taught me to dream. They show me that as long as you believe, there is a wide horizon out there for you to explore, and success is waiting for you just round the corner. See, a dark sky can be bright because of stars, and life can be whatever you want so long as you can dream." he told me. I loved this kind of him. The him who included me in all his adventures,  the him who dreams big, the him who doesn't shut me out. But he did. He shut me out. He left me. Torn my heart out, left it bleeding on the floor.

I curled myself into a ball, as if that could heal the pain. I felt stupid, stupid for loving him like this, pining away for a man that left me without a word, losing myself to search for him. Seeing him made me bipolar. I wanted to hug him, kiss him but I also wanted to slap him. As much as I hated it, I still love him. However, how can I be sure that I won't get burned this time?

(Bobby's POV )

The jerk sat in front of me, looking all innocent and worried. "What do you want." I said through gritted teeth. If he says something wrong, I'll punch him. Heck, I even feel like punching him now! "Look I know you hate me..." he started. "Of course I hate you, cut the crap!" He looked startled, slightly. "Well, I met ____ a while ago and she got really angry at me! She practically screamed at me! I mean, all i did was try to make conversation with her like usual. I don't know what's wrong with her. Is she alright? " My fist flew, punching his beautiful face. "WHAT IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH YOU, YOU JERK?! YOU LEFT HER, WITHOUT A WORD AND COME BACK THINKING ALL IS WELL, NOTHING'S WRONG?! THAT YOU COULD TAKE BACK ____ JUST LIKE BEFORE?! WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND ARE YOU?! YOU MAKE ME SICK! YOU NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR HER AND YET SHE STOOD BY YOUR SIDE ALL THE TIME! NOW YOU ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?! YOU SELFISH BASTARD, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN AND DON'T YOU DARE LOOK FOR ____ EVER AGAIN!!" I yelled my lungs out. His eyes flew up to meet mine. "You never did like me did you?" He narrowed his gaze. "Hmmm... You think I don't know that you like her? News flash, she loves me, not you. No matter what, she'll come back to me, just wait. She'll never be yours." He glared at me. I glared back. The war is so on! But for the record, I do not like ____ that way. Nope. She's like my baby sister. Yup, the baby sister I have to protect, from this jerk.

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