Long Time No See (Sehun)

Part 2

(Your POV )

The alarm rang and I reached out blindly to turn it off. I sat up, my eyes still closed. I was exhausted. Though I slept early last night, I didn't sleep peacefully. Sehun was there, torturing me in my dreams. I was chasing him, reaching out to him, asking him to stay. He ran and ran out of my reach, no matter how hard I try, I just couldn't reach him. We were at a field, just by a lake. I urged myself to run faster, shouting "Sehun, come back!" He would turn his head around sometimes, and say "I need freedom." and keep running away from me. At one point, I tripped and fell but still he did not stop. Then he left my sight and I couldn't chase any longer. That was when I woke up. Nightmares like that have been interrupting my sleep these few days and I'm so sick and tired of it.

I rubbed my tired eyes and checked my phone. Three missed calls from an unknown number. Sehun? The moment I thought that, I mentally slapped myself. Can I just not think about him for a second? I mean, Bobby's right, he won't just suddenly call me out of the blue right? Ugh... I hate mornings. Bleary-eyed, I got up from bed and walked towards my bathroom to clean up. Rrrrrriiiiinnnggg! Rrrrrrriiinnnnnggg! I jumped. Stupid door bell!! Who is it? Grumbling, I made my way to the door, opened it and...blinked.

Standing right in front of me was guy in black sneakers, navy blue jeans, a simple grey sweater, dyed blond hair and a grin that I knew all too well. Sehun. I blinked a few more times. Questions ran through my mind at 10000000 miles per hour. What's he doing here? Where was he before? Does he miss me? Why did he leave without a word? Why does he look like nothing has happened? I slammed the door in his face and slumped down onto the floor. I held my head between my hands, trying to calm myself down. Breathe in, breathe out. I've always imagined him coming back, and thought of many more ways to deal with it but when it actually happened, I didn't know what to do.

Moments later, I got up and opened the door again. He was still there, in the same pose, hands tucked into the pockets of his jeans. "____!! Let's go grab something to eat! You're buying cuz you just slammed the door in my face. Crap, you're still in your pajamas. Go wash up and be fast!" He pushed me back into the apartment and into my room. He winked and later settled himself on my sofa. All this...seems just too familiar, so unreal. Could someone, who went on a hiatus for two years just waltz back into someone else's life, acting like nothing ever happened? He used to be like this, two years ago. Has nothing ever changed? As I cleaned up, I hope he explains everything later. It's the least I deserve right?

He dragged me out to a nearby cafe, yet another familiar place. We used to go there often, have pancakes and coffee. "Hi, I'm Liz, your waitress for today. What would you like to have?" "Pancakes with ice cream, and coffee with no sugar just milk. Two sets of each. " Sehun said. He remembered. He remembered that I liked ice cream with my pancakes, not syrup and that I liked milk with my coffee, no sugar. I should feel touched, I guess, that he remembered but blessed I'm wondering where we stand. What's going on? Are we gonna get back together? What's he gonna say? Where does all of this leave us?

All through the meal, I waited and waited for him to tell me what happened. Why he just went away so suddenly, why he never contacted me. But all he did was eat and talked about random stuff. "___, you haven't watched the latest Kris movie have you? The one he co-starred with Luhan? We should go watch it later. No, wait, you'll just drool over them and pay less attention to me..." he babbled on and on about things that didn't matter. He acted as if everything was normal but it's not!

Suddenly, I got angry, very angry. In fact, I was downright pissed off. How could he? How could he just ignore the fact that he had disappeared for two years without a trace, making me pin away for him, waiting for his call, making me dysfunctional? It's unfair and I exploded for the first time in two years. I grabbed my bag and strode out the cafe door.

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