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i'm sorry

"Ava,

I don't like you."

"I'm sorry."

"Can we still be friends?"

"S-sure."

"It's fine."

Ava and I were still bestfriends,

But she still likes me..

She is just..

Hurting herself.

I can't just say to her to not like me,

That's...

I don't know..

kind of mean?

Meanwhile,

Kris and I were liking each other,

But we weren't dating..

I'm not ready..

She....

She's ready.

It was the end of the school year.

We...

I forgot my feelings..

My heart ached everytime I see Ava being sad..

Kris,

She....

She was not the one for me.

I made a wrong decision.

I'm a dumbass.

I let myself hurt Ava.

I love Ava,

as my best friend.

I saw a text from Kris.

She said "I love you"

What the fuck?

I said " I'm sorry I don't like you anymore."

"Let's remain friends?"

What did I do to myself?

I...

Hate myself.

Ava moved on...

Kris moved on.....

2 years later

I see my best friend Ava.

I said "Hey!"

She said "Hi Colette!"

We smiled.

But not long,

Because our class was starting.

I sat down.

I blushed when I saw her running to her classroom.

I chuckled.

"Haha,

She is so cute."

Wait-

What?

Ava.

She,

She was different.

My heart skipped a beat.

I like Ava.