GOOD GUY | KIM INSEONG

Chapter 24

Inseong's POV

Today, we should practicing for our new comeback album. We've been practicing until the dawn. "That's all for today, guys ! Thank you. Make sure you remember the step. Don't forget to tell Rowoon to do his practice." Mr.Kim said to us and heading out of the practice room.

I laid on the floor and think about Ji Eun. Did she already ate ? What are she doing now ? I grabbed my phone and... 5 missed call from Ji Eun? She in trouble ? I called her back and no answer. I called twice and still no answer from her. "Youngbin, I think we should go to Ji Eun's house. She did called me many times but we're too busy today. So, he placed me 5 missed call."

Youngbin grabbed his car's key "Let's go !" So, we headed to Ji Eun's house. After 30 minutes, we arrived at her house but the house seems dark. We decided to enter the house. "Ji Eun-ahh..? Anybody home ?" No answer. "Inseong ! Here! Ji Eun-sshi ! Ireonayo !" Youngbin shouted after she found Ji Eun.

She fainted in her room. I give her a piggyback and bring her to hospital. Her fever getting worse. "Ireona, Ji Eun.. Don't be like this.. I can't see you like this.." I ruffled her hair and sighed. "Where is Hye Rin ? She supposed to take care Ji Eun?" I'm disappointed.

Me, running to the emergency room while piggyback her. "Please save her..."

Hye Rin's POV

Rowoon give me his clothes and said "Get change, I'll bring you to drink." Yes, my clothes very wet and it's cold. After get change, he brings me to Starbucks for having some fresh coffee. "Let your mind rest.. Don't think anything. If you wanted to say anything, you can say it to me.." he said and smiled at me.

"Rowoon-ah.. I'm sorry for doing to you like this. I'm just worried about you very much.. I don't want your fans gotta hate you when you dated me.." I looked down and wiped my tears. Suddenly, he went beside me and hold my hands. "I'll be there for you. I can lose my fans but I can't lose you.. It's hurt me.. Really hard this time.."

I looked at his face and ruffled his hair. "Aigoo.. You're so cute.. I even can't stop falling in love with you.. From the first sight until now.." He smiled, still hold my hands. "Saranghae, Hye Rin.. Mani saranghae.." slowly, our lips leaned together for a second.

I really wanted his kiss very much. "Sorry, I doesn't mean to..." Before he can finish his sentences, I pull his coat and kiss him back. "I love you, Kim Seok Woo" He smiled in our kiss and pulled my waist for the sensation of the scene.

Suddenly, the ringing of my phone, makes our kissed ended. It's Youngbin.

"Yeobeoseyo ?"
"Hye Rin-ah. Where are you?"
"I'm with Rowoon now. Wae geuraeyo?"
"Ji Eun. She was warded in hospital now. Her fever become worse and she fainted in her room."

What ? I really forgot about Ji Eun. I looked at my watch and it's already 6 hours I've left her.

"Arasseo. I'll go to the hospital now"
"Inseong seems angry with you since you left Ji Eun by herself. Yeahh.. you know that her condition now unstable. So, Inseong really worry about her."
"Okay.. I'll be there soon"

What kind of friendship are this? I left her without think for her. I'm sorry, Ji Eun.

When we arrived in the hospital, I looked at Ji Eun's pale face, laid on the bed weakly. I'm sorry, Ji Eun. "Where have you've been today ? I thought that you're her best friend. But,... You left her by herself. You know that she really unstable now, why you left her alone ?!" Inseong raised his voice, angry with my action.

Rowoon hold his shoulder, comfort him. "She was with me, hyung. Don't scold her. She also have a hard time for this situation. Don't be to harsh.." I looked down, felt guilty for her. "I'm sorry, Inseong.. I just want to find my strength.."

He let out a sighed. "I'm sorry for raising my voice to you. I'm just worry about her condition.. I'm sorry" His tears going down from his cheeks. Inseong really about her now. I'm sorry...

Ji Eun's POV

I opened my eyes slowly. My headache makes me feel so dizzy. "I'm sorry for raising my voice to you. I'm just worry about her condition.. I'm sorry" Inseong burst into cry. Looking Hye Rin with her unhappy face, not like usually she was. I patted Inseong's shoulder and said "Inseong-sshi.. You don't have to worry me that much. I'm okay.."

He wiped his tears and said "Hey.. You already awake.. You need anything? I'll bring it for you" I shook my head, smiled to them. "Gwaenchana.. Hye Rin-ahh.. Sorry for making you worry about me and sorry, I can't prepare you a dinner today. Did you already eat?" She smiled for a second and she crying.

"I'm sorry I left you alone at home. I'm sorry...." she sobbed very hard this time. "Come here.. Let me hug you, my dear friend" She hugged me really tight until I can't breath. "Now, we should to be strong.. We must face this together.. It's really hard for you and me for accepting after we lose someone we loved."

I ruffled her hair, comfort her. "You should take some rest.. I'll be okay here.. I have a nurses that can take caring for me.. Don't skip your meals and don't cry anymore. If you can't strong for me, so whose can make me strong later?" She nodded her head, still hugged me.

I looked at Inseong, Youngbin and Rowoon amd smiled. "Don't worry guys. I'm okay now.. You guys should take a rest too. You must practice for tomorrow, right ?" They nodded slowly. "I give you a permission for accompanying my best friend tonight, Rowoon. Don't leave her alone" Rowoon seems happy after I said it.

"I'll stay with you here tonight. And I don't need your permission." Inseong said seriously. "Yahh, what about me? You'll let me driving alone ?" Youngbin said and keep pushing Inseong's shoulder. "Yes, you can Youngbin. Don't scare. The ghost don't want to chase you" he put a joke for Youngbin and makes his friend afraid. I giggled a little. "You can stay here, Youngbin-sshi. Go take a nap on the couch."

Youngbin nodded happily and make Inseong annoyed of him. "You should send him away, Ji Eunnie.. He really annoyed me now" I giggled, seeing those two fight each other.

The clock showed 1am now and I can't sleep. Seeing Inseong sleep beside of the bed and Youngbin sleep on the couch, shivering in cold. They really worried about me very much. I took my blanket, put it on Youngbin and wake Inseong up. "Hey.. You should lay here.. Your back will hurt if you keep sleep like that." He looked at me sleepy.

Slowly, he get up and lay on the bed of mine. He really tired. "You don't want to sleep huh? Or you feel uncomfortable with us?" I shook my head. "No. I just can't fall into a sleep.. You should sleep first. Keokjeong hajima, Inseong-sshi." I smiled at him that already sleepy.

He grabbed my wrist, make me startled. "Don't leave me.. I can't.. live..." and he fall into sleep. Aigoo this boy. He makes me smiled widely seeing him. "You're my priorities, SF9. I must take care of you guys no matter what. That is my promise to your company and Jungwoo." I ruffled his hair and grinned a bit.

I miss my old me. Ji Eun that suppose to be happy always no matter situation I've faced. Losing Jung Woo, makes me became a different person. I don't like to make people around me worry about me. First love is the love that you'll remember until your last breath. It'll be in your memory everytime.

Looking to the dark sky on the midnight, make me missing my dear Jung Woo. Jungwoo-ahh.. Take a rest up there okay ? I'm here, always miss you. Should I forget about you for move on ?