Sleepover- Haikyuu

That Night But Not Smut (4/10)

*NO SMUT! We interrupt these smutty chapters with nice meme boyfriends because I couldn't think of them having sex sorry*
Makki POV

We were laying on the couch as everyone went to their rooms. Me and Mattsun do this almost every night, we go on Tik Tok and just look at memes. The funniest jokes were the fairy comments:
You dropped this 👑✨💖🧚🏻‍♀️ You don't need it 🧚🏻‍♀️💖✨⭐️
But yeah I find them hilarious! Mattsun just shows me straight people being weird and gross. "Bro look!" Mattsun shoves his phone in my face and I watch the short tik tok. I chuckle and we just continue on until I scroll on a video telling me to appreciate the people around me because they wouldn't be there for long. It made me incredibly sad and I shut my phone off. "Mattsun? You know, I really love you, right? It's just I feel like I don't tell you that enough. You have always been the guy to be there for me." I sniff and hug Mattsun tightly. He hugs me back practically throwing the phone. "I love you too!" He says and brings my face up to his with a worried look. I peck his lips and lay back down.

"It's just, we won't be here for long. Eventually the whole team will be different and we'll go to different colleges. Even worse we don't know when someone will die. I could lose you tomorrow and I wouldn't know! All I'm saying is we won't be able to do this forever! Like what if we go to college and we find out long distance is good for us and we- we-" I start breathing hard trying to catch up with myself and Mattsun pulls me into a deep hug. He never lets go and rubs my back. "We will always be with each other. I love you a lot and although we may not be good at showing it we both know that we love each other loads! And if I died tomorrow I don't want you to be sad! I just want you to know I enjoyed my time here and I absolutely will by your ghost, angel, demon guardian!" He chuckles finally pulling away. My cheeks felt wet and my eyes felt puffy but when he runs his hands over my cheeks I feel so many times better. He kisses my cheek and my nose and my other cheek and my forehead and at this point he has kissed every spot on my face. "Ok ok! Now go to sleep before we get no sleep and wake up at 6pm!" I laugh and cuddle into his arms.

I know in the morning I'll be spread out like a starfish and Mattsun will be in America but I like knowing his arms are comforting me at the beginning! So I drift in his arms and kiss his biceps one last time before falling asleep entirely.

*Yee! I needed a tiny break from smut and Makki and Mattsun are such cute meme boyfriends it's insane! So I hope y'all liked this mini fill in! Sorry I couldn't write Makki and Mattsun smut but idk I couldn't envision it!

~ Hecate who is struggling with gender identity but doesn't want to talk about it because what if I'm actually not struggling and it's just me being an annoying bitch that thinks they are everything but really it's like fuck gender and labels but I still want closure on what the fuck my brain and me wants me to be. :)