Old tales starts to sound new
When you listen again
Grandma said you only hear
When you listen.
It's been a year since
I opened the door we closed together
I unpacked the contents
But never swept
Now I'm stumbling on nails
And rough tiles as I walk.
It's true that time heals
But time doesn't erase
And that is the most annoying part
How I have to doubt my worth
Doubt my sanity
Doubt my existence
Because of a miserable scar
I got walking barefooted on the floor
Of the the room I didn't clean properly
We juggled with our innocence
Like clowns
We scared the children in us.
I couldn't hold on to the luxury of you
I can't say that I don't know
how we got to where we are because I do
These memories are still clear in my mind
But the feelings have faded away from my heart
If you check closely
You might still see
Because faded doesn't mean complete disappearance
You're happy I know
Me?
Am I happy?
..................
Well you can't blame me
If I don't give you an answer
You caused it
You let me slip away
Worse part is that
I fell on a rocky ground
Was it so hard?
Was it so hard to have kept your hands close to the waters?
Maybe then I would have fallen into the waters
Instead of leaving traces of my blood every.
Funny how if you nail the memories of a year ago my curiosity
The only answer you're going to find
Is that maybe I still loved you
Just maybe
But don't worry
This is the last of it
This is all there is
This is me erasing you
