Just a dream[discontinued]

8. Well, this is a special Christmas

In case you didn't see my comment last chapter,

I was TOTALLY joking about the stalking thing,I didn't mean it that way.

I'm so sorry if I made you guys feel uncomfortable.
Also,Im so sorry for the long wait.
Almost a month since i updated!
wow..
This is my late Christmas gift for you dreamers.
Yes,from now on,you guys are called 'Dreamers' cause basically you guys are a part of the journey as well.

8.Well,this is a special Christmas :

"Drop that cigarette before I make you"

"None of your business Ross"
I glare at him as i try to take another smoke.
He slapped my hand and made me drop my baby.
"God damn it Ross,what's your problem?" I took out another cigarette,which also got taken away by the one and only-Ross Lynch.
"What's my problem? Damn it,Laura.I don't know how hard your past is,but I'm sure it's definitely not something big enough for you to miss the holiday"
It took me sometime to sink in with his 'wise' words.
I look away,feeling exhausted.
"What's the point of spending a holiday without my real family?" I whispered.
He ran his hand trough his hair,closing his eyes.
I know he feels annoyed by my bitchy attitude.
I've been this to him for the past days.
Yes,the days after seeing the bitch-Lily.
Come on,how will YOU react when you see the person who destroyed your life with no mercy?
I'm pretty sure it won't be pretty.
"Gosh,Laura.Just go home" Ross finally looks up.
"I DON'T HAVE A HOME!" I shout. Not that I'm being hard to him,but I swear to god,this is the tenth time I told him this.
"Yes,you do.You just can't accept it" He took a step closer and looks straight in my eyes.
"It's not that easy" I lower my voice and look away.
I still get nervous while staring in those big brown eyes.
"Go home.Have fun.Forget about the world.Pretend their your family"He gave back my cigarette.
I stare at it for a while.
Looking up,Ross' eyes help me made my decision easier.
He knows what I should do more than I do.
I trow it on the ground,and step on it for a while.
"Fuck my life"
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"Ally,come on we need to go" Mom says,leaning on the door.
"I'll be ready in a minute"
She nods and heads off.
I walk to Ross' room without thinking.
I knock on the door a few times,waiting for him to answer.
"Come in" He shouts.
I open the door unsurely. I've never actually been to a guy's room before.
One of the reason is because I'm afraid my timing is wrong and might even see them changing or something.
That'll be just awkward right?
"Ross?" I peek my head a bit,trying to find his figure.
I close my eyes,hoping my worry won't come true.
"Laura?" I hear his voice behind me.
I turn around,slowly open my eyes.
He's shirtless.
SHIRTLESS!
Holy shit,this boy sure knows how to work out.

"What are you doing here?"

I know i need to keep my eyes away from those fine abs,but I find it difficult.

"I..uh..yeah..I just want to stop by and thank you for what you did back then.You know,for stopping me doing something stupid" I reply while trying to take my eyes off him.
"No problem" He chuckles.
"Well,I.." I point at the door awkwardly.Not knowing what to do next.
Then his chuckles appear again.
"Why are you so nervous?"He whispers in my ear.
I can feel his hot breath brushing my neck.
He's too close.
But I gotta admit,I do like it.
"No..I'm not.." I mumble.
I can feel blood flushing my cheek.
He lays his head on my shoulder,while chuckling.
He took a step back,leaving me still breathing heavily.
"I think you should probably go"
He points at the window behind him.I can hear the honk outside.
I let out a long sigh I've been holding in.
"Yeah..bye" I walk to the door.
My hand stopped on the door knob when he called me.
"You look cute when you're nervous"
My heart skipped.
As I was about to walk out,he stopped me again.
"Oh and Laura?"
I slowly turn back,not sure if I'm ready for another sweet comment yet.
"Merry Christmas"
My heart sinked a bit,I admit.
"Merry Christmas to you too"
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So um..the thing about kissing under mistletoe?
Well,it never happen to me.
Now here I am,sitting alone on the bench,watching couple kissing,holding onto each other.
Jealous won't be able to describe my feeling.
"Ally?"
Gosh,how cliché is this?
Seriously,this boy is like everywhere.
Well,he does live here,but that doesn't mean we'll have to bump into each other 24/7!
"What do you want?"I ask,annoyed.
"A talk?"He bite his bottom lips,nervously.
God,that lip bite.
Before I can say anything,he already sat down.
I shove my hands in my jacket's pocket,waiting him to speak up.
Silence.
"So..um..I'm sorry that I bring Lily with me the other day.I didn't know you hate her that much" He apologizes,with a full heart? I don't know.
"Don't worry about that. I'm over it" I reply,calmly.
This is the first time all these days I actually feel calm.
All the lightings,beautiful melody sure cool me down.
I might not have my family at the moment,but watching other people feeling happy and loved makes my day.
A small smile find its way on my face,which Austin caught it quickly.
"Finally.That smile.I know it's not for me,but as long as you're happy,I am too"He plent a small kiss on my cheek and walks back home.
I watch his figure father and further away from me.
Well,this is a special Christmas.
No fancy gifts,hot kisses under mistletoe or warm cuddles with family,but at this moment,just chilling on a cold night, feeling other people's warmness,is also another way to celebrate the holiday.
For me,apparently.
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Short I know,but I want to update today so I rushed it.

OMG,I got MacBook today and I'm typing on it right now.

It feels unreal aw!

I'm losing readers and Idek why:(

Exciting things are coming soon so please stay tuned!

Incase you don't know about me,I like to take things a lot slower,so sorry if you can't wait for that long.

We don't want things to happen too fast right?!

All right I think that's it

WAIT,WAIT

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ROSSY BEAR

(HE'S GOING TO BE 9,NOT 19 STOP ASKING)

ILY AND I'LL SEE YALL IN 9

-TIFFANY<3