Loving an illusion....or not.

College life...

" tik-tik-tik " I can literally hear the clock ticking , yes that's the amount of silence in our classroom , one could literally cut the tension in the room with a knife.

Now now.. , I know nobody's going to understand what's going on , right now there is a fucking staring oh no glaring competition between Zara Linda , the popular slut or more commonly known as big kitty and Mrs.Wilson , our literature professor who is no less than a bitch.

" Detention today!" Mrs. Wilson said huffing. Finally.... Somebody had to say something

" oh really you think I'm going to stay for the stupid detention, you are so mistaken" Linda replied with her lips coated in red lipstick up in a smirk.

And the battle continued , most times I would have been amused because the class is only 5 minutes more and they're making it faster to end , but I feel very uneasy today like ugh IDK....

Literature was the last period today , so that meant after they're bickering is over I could go home , now hold on one must think I might be very excited to go home , sorry you are WRONG . My life is very boring so you can just imagine how bored the people who live with me would be .

"ringgggggggg...." All of us stood up thanking the teacher , and dispersed like a group of wild goats . Some of them genuinely wanted to study so went behind the teacher , I won't call them nerds.

That's when Elina stood on top of the table and yelled "My dear or not so dear friends or enemies or fuckers , today there's going to be an amazing party in my house or more like bungalow , everybody except the nerds are welcome there will be music , stripping and alcohol"

For those who already don't know who Elina is , she is a bitch who has her nose stuck up in the ass , she thinks she is the most beautiful woman , which of course she is not but then again who am I to judge ....

I was going to turn around when somebody caught my arm , I hated when somebody touched me without my approval , which is everybody basically. I turn around only to be met with a pair of familiar orbs staring at me , it was Sean.

I looked at his hand on my arm and gave him a hard glare , seeing my face he quickly left my hand giving an apologizing smile . " So Alex are you coming for todays party " he asked with an fakes enthusiasm which I hated .

Now one might think of two things when they hear this

1. He has a crush on me and wants me to come to the party

2. He hates me and wants to secretly murder me.

Nah nah ... you know everything doesn't revolve around me . He was Sean Jakes , the cool guy everybody want to be friends with except weirdo's like me , he liked my younger sister from the past 3 months . by younger I mean she is 17 only 3 years younger than me .

" Even if I don't come , I'll make sure Veronica does" I spat on his face , watching his face go back to the original snarky one. I left the class not wanting to be around all of them.

WHY DOES EVERYBODY AROUND ME INHALE THE SAME AIR AS I DO .................. UGH.................