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So it's been 2 years that I am living in Lousiana for my college. I am studying my favourite branch and that's amazing. I have been roomates with a girl whose name is Addison. She is the sweetest person ever. She is so kind and caring. I facetime Chloe every night and talking about school and everything. If you wanna ask something about Ondreaz we broke up because we couldnt handle distance relationship and it was so hard to break up with someone that you really loved. I've been single 1 year. I wanted to change my love life like find new guys and be in true relationship but it was so hard. I never forgot about Ondreaz. I never talked about Ondreaz to Addison. Because when I talk about him I feel weird feeling in my stomach. We broke up in good terms. Addison gained a lot of followers on Tik Tok and I was so happy for her. She is really good at dancing, she is beautiful so that's fair. By the way Jack and Chloe are dating. Hearing same things from both of them sucks. I came back to our dorm. Addison was chatting with someone excitedly. I smiled confused at her. "Girl everything is alright?" I asked. "Yeah yeah I am soooo happy" she said almost crying. "Girl tell me more what happened?" I asked sitting on her bed.
"So you dont know anything about tik tok right?" she asks. I shake my head like no. "Well there is hype house in LA, there are bunch of famous tik tokers and they live together. They do some tik toks together and share them. Creator of the Hype House Thomas dmed me and invited me to the hype house" she said last sentences with more excitement. We jumped on her bed and I hugged her. "So you have to move to LA right?" I asked sadly. She looked at me sadly. "Yeah bebe, I will drop school probably and create my career on Tik Tok" she said. I looked at her. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Hell yeah. I will facetime you everyday" she said hugging me. "When will you go?" I asked. "Well tonight" she said. I became sad I hate to be connected my friends through screen. I cant hug them I cant hold their hands I cant cry on their shoulders. I helped Addison for packing her stuffs. I stood up with Addison. I wanted to hug her once more. When the time came Addison started wearing his coat and shoes. I looked at her crying. "Babe download tik tok and find me and comment every tik tok of me" she said crying. I nodded. She went and I slept crying. I hope she will be okay. Today was weekend and I chilled by myself. I decided to download tik tok. While it was loading I went to Instagram and checked addison's page. By the way I unfollowed Ondreaz and he unfollowed me back. Okay, I went to Addison's instagram and saw her latest post.
Addisonraee

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avannii Welcome cutie💙
charlidamelio Beauty🥺
lopez_tony you hit different
↪️addisonraee Aw thanks🥺
dixiedamelio You fire🔥
k0vr Aww I am so happy that you here
↪️addisonraee Aww me tooo❤️
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I wanted to comment something because I really miss her.
Lindalotzer44 Bestie miss u already🥺
↪️addisonraee Aww me too Linda
user1 Hey who is that girl that commented "bestie"?
↪️user2 Probably her bestfriend idiot😂
addisonraefann You are the prettiest girl I have ever seen.
↪️addisonraee Hey dont do unfairness to you❤️
↪️addisonraefann OMG! You actually replied I am cryingg
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There were a lot of comments. I think being famous is like that. I saw tik tok is ready. I opened and signed in. I create an account. I dont have any thought about sharing tik toks. I really want to watch bestie's dancing. I named my account "lotzer_linda20". I searched addison's name and it was verified. I clicked it and she has a lot of followers. I felt happy for her. I saw she already shared tik tok with a girl named avani. She is kinda cute. I liked her video. I saw Tony's comment on her tik tok and I remembered I saw tony on her post. He commented "Welcome to the hype house" and Addison liked it. Probably Tony moved there too. But Ondreaz? While scrolling down on for you page I saw Ondreaz. ONDREAZ!!! My ex. I saw him dancing in the video. I cried. I missed him. But he was having fun. It was outside that he filmed. He was verified too. Probably he is famous so I understood that I really have to stop thinking about him. Actually he wanted to break up with me. Because he wouldnt handle distance relationship. I thought it is right for both of us and we broke up. After that I realized that I am still in love with him.

A/N it is short I know but I will make it up for you guyss. Stay tuned

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