After I post and relplied to comments, I went to Nick's room and talked to my friends, family. After I finished I went from bedroom and bumped into someone. I looked up and saw Ondreaz in front of me. I contunied my way but he stopped me by my wrist. Fortunaly nobody was at upstairs, all of them were in the pool outside. "Let go" I said. "Can we talk?" Ondreaz asked. "I have to go" I said. "Please just for a moment" he said. I sighed. I was curious that what he will say to me. I stopped and crossed my arms in front of my chest waiting him to talk. "I saw that you were sad when Daisy kissed me. We are dating. Probably you have a boyfriend too and-" I cut him off. "Let me stop you there. I dont have a boyfriend. I really wanted to have a boyfriend but you were stuck in my mind. It is different. And I wish happiness for both of you" I said and tears ran from my cheek. I couldnt help to stop my tears. "I am sorry, but we broke up and each of us has own life" I nodded. "My life was you Ondreaz. I was your life, is this your promise?" I said. "Please understand me" he said. "I understand you very well. Ondreaz you've became famous and I wouldnt handle it. So we are better off without each other" I said looking down. "I wanted to say this, yes. Lets be friends again like before" he said smiling. "I cant be friends with you, Im sorry" I said and went to my room. I layed on bed and cried. We were loving each other. But now he offers me to be friends with him. I couldnt breathe and I started to search my anxiety pills. I was out of breathe. Finally I found them. I swallowed it with water. I tried to calm myself. I breathed deeply. I heard knocing on door. "Linda are you here?" It was Nick. I cleaned tears from my cheek. "Yeah come in" I said. "Do you want to join us? Wait did you cry?" he asked and sat with me on the floor. "No" I said. "You are pretty bad at lying. You cried" he said. "Okay I cried. I have anxiety attacks, so I've faced them" I said. "Oh I am sorry to hear that. Are you ok?" he asked. I nodded. "Well I wanted to offer you to join the pool party that we are having, but I think you need to rest" Nick said. "Noo, I will be there in 5 minutes" I said. "Are you sure?" Nick asked. "Hell yeah" I said and he chuckled. He exited amd shutted the door. I wore my this swimsuit:
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I wore oversized hoodie on it and went outside. Everybody was in the pool. Addison waved at me and I saw Charli smiling at me. I took off my hoodie and saw everybody looking at me. Boys biting their lips and I saw Ondreaz frozing again. I knew I was hot so I chuckled and get into the water I talked with the girls. I felt two hands on my waist when I turned I saw Nick. He took me by my waist and threw me into the water. I got up and pushed him into the water. He got up and we laughed. His hands were still on my waist. I was getting goosbumbs from his touch. I kinda liked it. "Okay guys, lets play a game that everyone in it, not just two persons" Ondreaz said looking at me and Nick. Nick looked at me confused and I smiled weakly. Was Ondreaz getting jealous? No he has a girlfriend and he is the one who offered me to be friends with him again. We played some games and we had so much fun. During pool time Ondreaz was checking my body, I saw Daisy looking at me angrily. I knew what's gonna happen. Poor Ondreaz. We got tired and started getting ready for the party. Addison and Avani wore cute and hot things. I didnt know what to wear. Charli wore something cute and it fits her. "Girls you are pretty" I said. They thanked me. "What are you gonna wear?" Charli asked. "I dont know" I said. "You dont know?" Avani said and started finding something for party. "Wear this" she said. It was a dress that I scare of wearing it, because I feel insecure in it. "Girls I will be looking disgusting in it" I said looking at dress. "Girl try and talk later" Charli grasped dress and handed me. She pushed me in the bathrom. I wore and exited from bathroom.
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Once I exited from bathroom, girls' jaws dropped. "Girl you're gonna be pregnant by Ondreaz" Addison said. "Addison" I whined. "We already know" Avani and Charli both said. "What?" I asked looking at Addison. "Linda you cant hide it from them forever" Addison said. I nodded. She was right. "Dont you trust us?" Charli asked. "Noooo I trust" I said. They laughed. I started chating with Chloe while girls were at the downstairs. I heard music from downstairs. Probably party had started already. I said bye to Chloe and looked myself in the mirror once more. I exited from room, but I heard noises from Ondreaz's room. It was Daisy and Ondreaz. They were fighting. I came closer and listened them. "There is nothing between me and Linda" Ondreaz said. "Oh come on Ondreaz, I saw how you looked at her" she was yelling. "I dont like her, I wouldnt love her or like her. I swear she is not my type" he said. I felt so fucking broken. I am not type of him huh? My eyes filled with tears. But I held my tears, I have to look amazing tonight. I heard steps in the room, so I quickly went downstairs. Nick saw me and smiled I smiled back. "Wanna dance goregeous?" he asked. I laughed and I nodded. It was latina song. We danced like crazy his hands were on my waist my hands were on his neck. We were smiling during dance. Song finished and everybody yelled "Karaoke night! Karaoke night!". I felt happy and saw Ondreaz's hands on Daisy's ass. I didnt care. But I remembered Ondreaz's words when they were fighting. Everybody started singing. It was my turn. I took the mic and started to sing "Needy" by Ariana Grande. (If you didnt listen please go and listen, pay attention to the lyrics, then you will understand the whole situation. Thanks) My voice cracked while I was singing chrous because of the pain. When I said "I can be needy" I couldnt hold my tears anymore and cried. Everybody clapped and cheered me up. Ondreaz ran to stage and took me to outside. I didnt care that he is him, right now I needed someone to cry on their shoulder. We sat on the grass. I cried. "I hate you" I said. He hugged me. "I really want to hate you but I cant, although you dont need me, I am not your type, you have a girlfriend that you can deny our love for not losing her, I cant" I said and cried more. "Did you hear us?" he asked. "Yeah, I fucking heard that what you said. You broke my heart into million pieces. How could you dare while I dont want to touch you that you might be hurt" I said still crying. "I want to hate you but I cant" I said and cried more. I felt my breathings getting heavy and hard. I hardly breathed. Ondreaz knew that I have anxiety attacks. Evertyhing was getting blurred. Ondreaz ran inside and brought my pills and water. I swallowed a pill with water. He was looking at me worried. "Are you okay?" he asked. I was getting better. "Yeah Im fine thank you" I said and tried to stand up. He held my arm and waist. We headed back inside. He brought me to Nick's room. He made me lay in bed and put blanket over me. "We will end the party" he said. "No, dont end the party just because of me" I said.The door opened I saw Addison, Charli, Nick, Avani in the doorway. They ran to me and sat on my bed beside me. "Are you okay?" each of them asked. I nodded. Everybody exited except Nick. "I scared Linda. Your anxiety is really on high level" he said. I didnt say anything. "Can you sleep with me? I want to cuddle up to you" I asked without thinking. "Sure" he said smiling. "But wait let me change into my pjmas" I said and got up. I went bathroom and changed into my pjmas. I got under of the blanket and cuddled up to Nick. We talked and evetually I drifted into the sleep.
