No Regrets

chapter 4

After a couple of minutes of the silence in room break when spoon drop from sehun's hand.Mania stands immediately and take spoon from floor.
Sehun: Thanks (back to work)
Mania:(quietly observe his confused expressions and ask)
Don't you have any questions to ask?
Sehun:(calmly) I have!
Mania:then,why are you not asking?
Sehun:I will ask when I need to know answer (fake smile at her)
Mania:hm.... okay.....(she sits back on sofa not knowing what to do)

The atmosphere is so uncomfortable and she's dying to clear the mess of her mind .She stands and go near him
"I'm sorry for not letting you aware from all the conditions back then"
She lowered her head in apology
Sehun: okay (without paying any other interest he keep concentrating on making pasta)
Mania:Answer me properly you are making me uncomfortable.
Sehun: I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable.(no expressions at all on his face)
Mania: I wasn't mean that way please just say something.
Sehun:eat this first.(he take out pasta in bowl and give her)
Mania:I want answer first why are you not saying anything I know you have lot of questions in your mind I'm ready to answer them just ask.
Sehun:sit there and eat first
Mania:I want your answer first!
Sehun:you are not listening me (anger sounds in his voice)I'm saying eat first okay
Mania:(instantly take plate from his hands and sits on sofa lowering her head)
Sehun:let me feed you
(Sweetly said and start feeding her and she's obeying him nicely while lowering her head.
Plate of pasta finished in minutes of silence.
Mania:(lifts her head up and look into sehun's eyes) Sehun I'm sorry please your behaviour hurting me.
Sehun:(touches her face and wipe tears) why are you crying?
Mania:I wasn't (she buried her head in his chest and start sobbing)
Sehun:stop crying idiot (patted her back)
Mania:"Sehun,you know I love you right and you're my first love but I can't ....... I can't do anything back in my life.i spend my whole life in those days.I genuinely felt guilty that I didn't told you about my marriage and other stuff but I have my own reasons I came here to enjoy my life freely for just once and then you come to me like a beautiful dream so I , I can't denied your proposal .I think meanly I'm sorry I'm sorry for being mean and selfish"
Sehun: I wasn't questioning you because I knew that you gonna be burst out your emotions sooner or later.(he take her hand in his and confusely asked) Are you still married?
Mania:(looks at him) No,I got divorced after 6months of marriage.
Sehun:Why?(his voice is soft and smooth)
Mania: because we both have no emotions for each other.
Sehun:Then what about other years why you wasn't contact me after separation?
Mania: Because..... because I feel guilty and I don't want to disturb you.
Sehun: disturb me Huh who do you think I'm for you.I can do each and everything for you don't you know that (his voice is low but still enough to hurt her)
Mania:I know but I wasn't prepared to face you again....
Sehun:Then why you come here again ?