Do you love me? (Semi Eita X Reader X Sugawara Koushi)

leaving?

You heard a knock on your door you quickly got up from your couch and wore your hood to hide your hickey. As you opened the door your boyfriend hugged you tightly kissing your cheeks as he just got back from Tokyo.

"I've missed you!" He said kissing your forehead.

You close the door and kissed his cheek "I missed you too" you smiled at him.

A few hours came by you and sugawara were at your room cuddling at your bed.

"Ne (y/n)-chan can we go out for dinner later?" Sugawara asked you yawning a bit.

"Sure let me just get changed" you stand up and removes your hoodie and looks for some more comfortable clothes. "Suga--" as you turned to look at him he was just there staring at you with such a weird look. Knowing suga he was always so easy to read but Right now it's so hard to read what he's feeling so you got scared.

"Ne~" he stands up walking closer to you "(y/n)~chan~" he said with a smirk on his face. He grabs your wrist and pins you down on the bed with him on top of you.

"S-suga what are you--" "SHUT UP!" He cuts you off by screaming. You were shocked but not by his screaming.. He's crying..

"W-who did this to you?" He said but You didn't reply still in shocked you never saw him cry before. "I thought you love me. Why did you cheat on me?" He said as more tears fall down from his eyes.

"Koushi.." You whispered loud enough to hear you. He was in shock you rarely call him by his first name. You couldn't say anything to him so as his grip on your wrist loosen you quickly hugged him and he hugged you back.

"I love you.. I really do"

Sugawara looked at you with that weird look on his face again but before you could say something he quickly puts you on his lap and started kissing you passionately. A few minutes came by and you both parted from the kiss since you both needed air to breathe.

"(Y/n)~chan~ let's do it~" he said and that made you realize the weird look he has on his eyes were lust and jealousy. "If you stay i'll stay by your side forever~ if you leave then..I'll leave you and semi alone." He said with a serious tone.

You didn't reply you just laid down on your bed as you saw suga crawling on top of you kissing your lips then your neck. You didn't do anything you just let him do what he wants.

Morning came and suga just looked at you asleep on the bed. He slapped himself "I'm an idiot!" He said in his mind. He stood up and got dressed and picked up his phone. "Yeah let's meet up at the park" Then he looked at you one last time he was mad at himself for not being able to control himself. And by that he left and goes to the park.

You woke up and looked at the side of the bed not seeing your boyfriend on your side. "koushi.." You softly said and felt tears escaping your eyes.

"I didn't leave.."

"Then..Why did you leave me?"

"I need you.."