the unexpected Mattia

chapter 8

It was mattia "can i help you" i said annoyed
Mattia:erm i know we havent started on good terms but i was hoping you  wanted to start afresh and im sorry i said you deserved to die i was just angry at myself beacause if someone else hit me they would be dead but i couldbt harm you and ava." i stared at him in shock "what happened to BiG BOi  maTiA" you both laughed and i said of course and i gave him a hug and his chain got stuck in my hair and i stared into his eyes and his lips crashed mine and i kissed back we were making out at this point and i pulled away " sorry mattia but this is to fast"
He looked at me and smiled and said no problem was he gone soft or does he have feelings i gave him a hug and he went to his room i was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling and i kept telling myself i cant like him i dont want any relationships at the moment
I went sleep and i had a nightmare about jabez and i woke up panting so i decided to text mattia
 

                                 Mattia🐒🖕

You:hey

Mattia:hey why you up so late

You:i had a nightmare about jabez

Mattia:the bad bitch is getting night mares

You:shut up 🖕🖕🖕

Mattia:you can come sleep here
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I thought about it and i decided to go

Mattias thoughts
I cant believ i told her to come sleep with me i cant be catching feelings i need to control my self i heard a knock at my bedroom  door and i opened it and i see y/n and her eyes were puffy i felt so guilty and i wanted to tell her about derek but i was scared she would never talk to me again i never usually care about this sympathetic shit but y/n is different
Back to your thoughts

I decided to walk over to mattias bedroom and i knocked and he opened the door and i went in
"So where do i sleep"
Mattia"in bed"
I felt awkward and i gave him his hoodie from earlier
Mattia:keep it i have loads
"Thanks" i put it on and laid on his bed and he laid next to me as i was drifting of to sleep i felt mattia cuddle me