the unexpected Mattia

chapter 30

I felt alejandro hold my hand
Ale:""Hey its gonna be okay sooner or later you guys will be back together"
"I hope so"
We  got to the venue and we  walked in i felt bad for ruining alejandro and avas night so i just went to got get a drink and there he was cynthia and mattia eating eachothers face of like what am i to him just some fucking rebound from cynthia the fish
He caught me staring i scoffed and turned to the drinks

Mattias pov
Y/n did me wrong and i still am madly in love with her and here i am tryna get my mind of her by being with cynthia im so dumb i should talk to her but noo here i am with the person she hates  the most i seen her looking and god damn she looked so fucking hot her curves out and everything but she didnt wear matching outfits with me ...

Back to your pov
I honestly felt so heartbroken i just wanted to be in his arms again i was getting a drink and i see mattia really drunk leading cynthia to the girls washroom i really wanted to see what they were doing god damn im so fucking clingy
I walked in and see mattia about to take cynthis dress of
I felt my eyes fill with tear
Mat:"y/.."
I went up to him and slapped him so hard and cynthia and i just ran out until i bumped into alejandro
Ale:"are you okay"
"Y-no where ava"
Ale:"gone to get a drink where are you going:
"Home"
Ale:"want me to drop you"
"No"
Ale:"y/n ur not okay what wrong"
"I said nothing"
I ran out and i see mattia but cynthia stopped him i carried on walking whilst crying and i got home and went in mattias old room well now his he aint even sharing with me anymore i just took my dress of and put of my night clothes i left in his room and i just sat in his room crying my eyes out until i drifted of to sleep

Mattias pov
Im so fucking stupid how could i do that i saw her run out and i wasnt in a party mood after all i went home 2 hours after y/n left and i just went to my room to find y/n in my bed i honestly miss her so much i got in my night wear and just layed in bed thinking how diffrent things would have been if i just fucking proposed to her the minute she told ava about the ring and worse enough the rest of the crew at playlist dont even know whats  going on and when roshaun and dejuane find out im a dead man i cuddled y/n and drifted of to sleep

Back to your pov
I woke up in the middle of the night and feel mattias arms around me i wanted to stay there but i didnt wanna give mixed signals so i just went in my room and i wanted to tell dejuane and roshaun but they would kill mattia
 

Bsf💕

Hey u awake

Yes its afternoon here but midnight there wasssup

Im when are you guys back i miss you

In 6 hours ill be there with my bestie

I miss you

I miss you to but are you good

Not really

WHAT tsll me what happened y/n

Ill tell u when ur back

No now

I left him on read and i just layed in bed i couldnt stop crying no matter what and it all my fault if i had just told him about the ring i would have my baby  i cried and cried until i fell asleep