Red Moon

14:Will it stop?

BM keeps rubbing your back as he listens to your sobs just to comfort you. He lays down next to you and holds you in his arms.

"I'm so sorry princess." He says brushing his fingers through your unkempt hair. Not much longer you fall asleep in his arms. He looks down at you sleeping and smiles.

"It will all get better I promise princess." He kisses your forehead and lets go of you. He walk out of your room quietly and leaves your house.

You wake up a few hours later hoping to still find BM next to you but hes not there all you can assume is that he left your house. You aren't bothered by it because you know he has a life as well but you feel like he should be there for you. You don't think to much about all you do is throw yourself off your bed and lug yourself to the bathroom to take a shower.

You feel better but not much. You walk downstairs to grab something to eat. You hear your brother in the living room watching TV.

"There is ice cream in the freezer and some ramen in the microwave." Wooseok says to you fro the living room.

"Thank you big bro." You say as you grab both and run to your room.You sit down on your bed and you pull up Netflix. Yes just like those soapy love stories except this wasn't a love story you lost your best friend.

You knew you would have to get over it soon cause you would have to seem Jae again.But you just couldn't get over the fact that you lost someone so important to you. You start to tear up again but you stop yourself.

"No you can't keep crying over this he was right but he made it clear i have to stop." You tell yourself lightly smacking your cheek.You stay up all night watching Netflix. You finally topped yourself and fell asleep. You only gave yourself 3 hours of sleep. Your alarm goes off and you slowly get out of bed and get your school clothes on. You make it to the bathroom and you put extra makeup under your eyes so no one knows you cried and didn't sleep.

You walk to school all alone. You walk to your classroom alone. You see Jae and Felix in their seats. Felix looks to you "Hi Y/N!" He says as he waves to you. You wave back and give a smile not much of one but the only smile you were able to give. You go sit in your seat at the back of the classroom. BM comes in a sits next to you.

"Hey princess how are you doing?" He says as he hands a you a small bag of chocolates. 

"I'm okay I guess i don't know to be honest." You say eating on of the chocolates he gave you.

"Well if you didn't come today i would still visit you anyways." He says smiling.

You laugh "I guess you're right." You say giving him a chocolate."Here is a chocolate for being a great boyfriend." You say still giving him the best smile you can make.

He smiles and eats it."Thank you Princess."

Every time he calls you princess your heart melts."You're welcome babe." You say not even realizing you called him babe for the first time. He looks at you shocked.

"What did I do?" You asked him confused.

"You called me babe for the first time." He says still shocked.

Your eyes widened and you become very quiet. Class starts and all you can do during class is think about the fact you called him babe. You're just as shocked as he is. Class ends and you stand.You turn to BM.

"I gotta go." You say quickly giving him a kiss on the cheek and leaving the classroom.

BM stands there with his hand to his cheek smiling. He walks out of the classroom.

You are already on your way up to the roof.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So here is the long awaited chapter that i know probably a few of you have been waiting for. I'm very very sorry about the long wait i'm not going to give you excuses but I do promise that i will be posting from now on. I hope you guys like this chapter as the next chapter will be even better. Thank you also for the ones who have stuck by me even after not posting y'all are the real g.o.a.ts. Anyways i will be posting tomorrow as well. That is it for now Bye.