"It's just different i guess" angel told her friend group as they walked down the halls of their school
"I mean jasmine what the fuck.. you're finally happy why are you getting worked up about it" Bella asked and angel sighed
They walked past mattias group not seeing them due to the conversation they were having
"all i'm saying is.. just trust him when he says he doesn't talk to her anymore" Bella said before opening the door to the libary for her and her friends
Mattia and his group right behind them
They sat in the table and talked before mattias group entered
All the girls moved so the boys can sit
Mattia next to angel of course and kairi next to cindy
Ale next to bella and vanessa
They each talk to eachother before the bell rang
" So mattia are you excited for playlist" bella asked him raising her eye brows
"yeah.. ive been looking forward to it" he said responding as his arm went around angel pulling her closer to him kissing the top of her head
Angel and mattia had their own conversation meanwhile the group had theirs
The bell rang and they all got up walking to their classes
Soon lunch came and they each sat at their table, the boys together and the girls at a different table
The girls talked until mattia went to sit next to her and wrapped his arm around her and rested his hand on her upper thigh
The girls continued their conversation
"wait but why would she say that to you" cindy asked vanessa
"i don't know she's always been a rude bitch.. never did i once did something to make her hate me" she responded
"look who's coming" bella said and ale made his way over
"hey bella.. hey bellas friends " he said smirking as he dapped mattia up then sat next to bella
"hey guys" kai said as he sat next to cindy
"where's robert" bella asked and mattia looked at her confused
"i'm not sure" mattia responded
"he's at the office" angel responded and mattia looked at her confused
"how do you know"
"before lunch we walked together and he said he had to go to the office to do something " she said looking behind her to see robert entering the cafeteria
"there he is" kairi said and smiled at robert as robert cheesed walking happily towards them.
"angel can you hand me the thing i gave you before entering the office"robert asked and she nodded he head and reaching for her back pack
"no wait.. just give it to me after school" he said and she nodded
Mattia was confused but pushed it asked and light tapped her upper leg
Rober and ángel had their own conversation and mattia listened to it
Soon school was finally over and mattia saw robert and angle standing my the stairs outside of school
He saw her hand him something secretly and he got sus
He quickly rushed over and pulled her away
"hey babe" she said pecking his lip but he looked away
"what's wrong bubs" she asked as they walked to her car
"since when did you and robert get so close.. i me a you guys are keeping secrets"
"babe.. it's his secret and i have to respect that.. come on love get in the car" she said and he sighed
"i'm just like confused because you know you guys would hardly talk and now all of a sudden-"
"mattia.. please not right now " she said looking at him and he nodded his head
"i'm staying at your house" he said and she nodded making her way to her house
On the car ride home they listened to music and just talked about the kid that passed out in their class
They finally got home and they went up stairs to her room
She went on her patio that was outside her room and she looked outside
Feeling the fresh wind hit her small body
He came from behind and wrapped his arms around her shoulders and his hands dangled over her breast not touching them ( does that make sense)
Her head leaned into one of his arms and he smiled
They stayed quiet looking at the sky
it slowly started raining but that didn't change their position
"I know you're still afraid"
"hu"
"i know you're still afraid to be with me.. why"
"i'm not"
"yes you are, i'm surprised you haven't pushed me away yet"
"i push people away because i know eventually that they're gonna leave me and it's gonna hurt.. i don't wanna get hurt so i just hurt them.. you haven't let me push you away, each time you come back "
"i refuse to let you slip away from me.. i refuse to let you think i'm gonna hurt you because i'm not" he said and she smiled
" the worth thing you've ever done and the worth thought you've ever had i will be next to you" she informed him and he smiled
"believe me when i say i always want you next to me" he said smiling and she blushed
They stayed like that for a little while until it started pouring rain
They did their homework and laid in bed
She played with his hand and he smiled
he had to admit he was scared
Scared to break her
Scared to love her
but he'll try just for her
She slowly fell asleep playing with his hand
she was in between his legs and she soon laid and rested her head on his thighs still in between his legs
He played with her hair and she didn't let go of his hand
Lord what has she done to me
He thought and sighed
4 hours passed and she finally woke up
"why didnt you wake me up"
"because you were sleeping peacefully" he said and she smiled
She laid their for a while til she finally got up
"where are you going"
"no where im just sitting up"
"what time is it"
"8:45.. are you sleeping over"
"yeah "
He took his shirt off and she took the hoodie she had off leaving her in a bra and they both laid down and fell asleep
