MY HEART WILL GO ON❤❤

GUILT

before you assume learn the facts, before you judge understand why, before you hurt someone you feel it and before you say something think

The same day:-

jungkook's POV : 

i saw y/n leaving the room crying... well i dont know why but i felt that something was wrong.  well what could go wrong?? she was the one who took my best friend away from me , she was the one for whom i would have died . its all her fault.

at night jimin hyung came to visit me,  i am happy that he now stays by my side. 

"JUNGKOOK. HOW R U NOW?"

I AM FINE HYUNG."

he sad down on the bed and turned to me.

"THE DOCTOR SAID TOMORROW YOU WILL BE DISCHARGED"

"WOW.THANK GOD .I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE ANYMORE."

"HM"

"UF OMG, IF I GET DISCHARGED THEN I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AND HAVE TO SEE THAT BITCH'S FACE"

"JUNGKOOK . CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING?"

YES HYUNG , WHAT IS IT?"

"WHY DO YOU HATE Y/N SO MUCH?"      this question caught me off guard.

"WHY WON'T I HATE HER? SHE TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME."

"BUT HOW MUCH I KNOW YOU ARE BULLYING HER FROM THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL"

"AH- H-HYUNG I--- " i couldn't find anything to say     "YA SHE LOOKS SO NERDY..SHE WEARS THOSE BIG BIG GLASSES. I HATE HER"

"HUH-"      jimin hyung scoffed      "ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS JUNGKOOK?"

"YES HYUNG WHY -"

" YOU ARE ASKING WHY??" jimin hyung raised his voice a little

"JUNGKOOK, HOW CAN U BULLY A GIRL ONLY BECAUSE SHE WEARS GLASSES?? CAN A GIRL NOT WEAR GLASSES? "

i didnt know what to say

"JUNGKOOK I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE MANY PROBLEMS IN YOUR LIFE. BUT WHY ARE YOU GIVING TROUBLES TO AN INNOCENT GIRL WHO DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO YOU?? YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THAT IF SHE HAS ANY PROBLEM OR NOT.. YOU DONT KNOW HER AND YOU ARE GIVING HER MORE AND MORE PROBLEMS.. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU JUNGKOOK????? HAVE YOU EVER IMAGINED HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT IF YOU WERE IN HER PLACE? OF COURSE YOU DIDNT BECOZ U ONLY CARED ABOUT YOURSELF JUNGKOOK  YOU NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT HER."

i was speechless. i didnt  really think about this before. i didnt really knew why i used to bully her.

jimin stood up from the bed and was about to leave.. he turned around and then the things he said  stabbed me hard like a knife.

" DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT YOU ARE SITTING ON THIS BED NOW AND TALKING AND EATING FOOD AND TALKING SHIT ABOUT THAT GIRL IS ONLY BECAUSE OF Y/N? 

SHE WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED AND AMBULANCE , SHE WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED ME AND TOLD ABOUT YOUR CONDITION .. THE DOCTOR TOLD THAT IF WE WERE A LITTLE LATE YOU WOULD HAVE DIED .. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO STAYED WITH YOU THESE DAYS AND TOOK CARE OF YOU .. SHE IS THE ONE WHO SAVED YOU JUNGKOOK ..

AND TODAY SHE IS THE ONE WHO GOT HURT AGAIN. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO HAD TO FACE SO MUCH IN HER PAST AND TODAY ALSO AFTER SAVING YOU SHE HAD TO HEAR THAT BECAUSE OF HER YOU WOUD HAVE DIED... TODAY SHE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT CURSED BY THE ONE WHOM SHE SAVED. 

YOU DID SO MUCH TO HER JUNGKOOK BUT THEN TOO SHE BLAMED HERSELF, SHE SAVED YOU, SHE PRAYED FOR YOU .. AND YOU?? WHAT DID YOU DO?? YOU JUST THREW SHIT ON HER FACE. YOU TREATED HER AS IF SHE WAS A GARBAGE WHO SHOULD BE THROWN IN THE GUTTER.

REMEMBER JUNGKOOK          ' BEFORE YOU JUDGE SOMEONE, MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THEIR WHOLE STORY BECAUSE YOU MIGHT END UP LOOSING SOMEONE OR HURTING SOMEONE'  "

with that being said jimin left the room

i, sat there, tears falling from my eyes like a stream. 

"what did i do? how can i be such a horrible person?? how can i do that to her? i threw shit on the person who saved my life?"

" i need to apologize.. i know that she wont forgive me after what i did.. how will she forgive.. now i myself cant forgive me. 

i am such a monster"