MY HEART WILL GO ON❤❤

ALIVE BUT DEAD

" DOCTOR !!!!!! NURSE!!!!!"

the doctor and nurse came running to check on jungkook..

he was slowly opening his eyes...    

he finally woke up.

"MISS, HE IS FINE NOW.. U DID A GOOD JOB "

i bowed to the doctor and they left.

"JUNGKOOK.."              he slowly opened his eyes.

and within a second he sad on the bed and had a disgusted look on his face

"WTF R U DOING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"            he shouted.

"JUNGKOOK PLEASE CALM DOWN"

"GET OUT"

i wanted to calm him down because it was not good for his health  "JUNG-"

"DONT COME CLOSE"

i wanted to help him, i was frightened bt i went closer to his bed to calm him down , well i tries, 

but

SLAP ! SLAP!

yes he slapped me hardly two times......my tears started spilling out..

i looked up and saw jimin standing there with anger in his eyes...................he dashed into the room

omg .jimin looks so scary when he is angry.if i dont stop him it will be a big mess.   i thought.

as he came near jungkook's bed i hold his hand, he saw me .....i nodded him NO 

he understood me and dint beat jungkook

" JIMIN HYUNG WHT IS THIS BITCH DOING HERE?????? ........I FUCKING FEEL DISGUSTING ON SEEING HER.!!!!!!!!!!!   SEEING HER MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL............ ITS BECAUSE OF HER THAT I AM ON THIS BED TODAY. !!!!!!!!!   IN THE HOSPITAL...........BECAUSE OF HER I WOULD HAVE DIED. !!!!! I FEEL SICK SEEING HER FACE.   !!!!    I JUST WISH YOU WOULD HAVE DIED YOU BITCH,  JUST DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "                                       he shouted , i left.

i started running

i ran 

and

i ran

i didnt knew where i was going but i just knew i had to go.

i reached my house and locked my room and went inside.

i cried my eyes out..

why??? why did it have to be me???????? why??

why is it me that have to always get hurt this way?

why is it that the ones i love the most are the ones who hurt me the most ..why???

was it my mistake to be born in this world??

was it a mistake??

AM I A MISTAKE??

it feels like i am alive but then too dead.. i dont have a purpose to live in this world, no one loves me, no one wants me. then what is the meaning of my life??

suddenly i couldnt breathe and i knew that i was getting those attacks again......

it started getting black

AND 

SLOWLY

I 

COULDN'T SEE

OR FEEL 

ANYMORE

NEXT CHAPTER COMING SOON .

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