My heart

My heart
My soul is warm
My heart is torn
Out of my chest
Wishing I was feeling less
Loving you is like a test
Hoping I don't fail
So I inhale your mistakes
So we can make it to another day
Waiting for you to make your way
Over here
Where love cannot disappear
I thought you was suppose to ride until the wheels fall off
But you cannot steer
You choose not to use your ears for what it's for
Every time I walk out the door
You beg for more
As I pour my warm blood into your cold heart
I accidentally left a mark
And when you couldn't see I took you out of  the dark
You say you cannot love
So how do you love me?
How can this be....
Please set my soul free
Give my soul back to me
You don't need it
I didn't say you can keep it
By the looks of it, it doesn't fit with yours
Why Every-time I Love you I feel like my hearts going through war
I Gave You A Tour
I let you see another side of me
A side I try to hide
Because I know when I open up
People leave me when I'm fucked up
I thought about the times you were wrong
And it makes it hard for us to get along
So when u call you sing a song
Asking me why it's been so Long
I don't belong to you
That's why my heart Is Trying to stay strong
Coz this isn't where I belong
When u tell me you love me I don't say it anymore
Coz I don't believe you anymore
Love makes you think about the shit you'll hate to do to someone who loves you
But your love makes it seem like it ain't true
I feel stuck
Wish me luck
Coz while I'm trying to heal
I'm trying to give you a reason to feel
My love language is different
And when You Disappear You Leave A Print
A print that is carved into my body
It's hard to tell anybody why I let you break me down like that
I wouldn't say too much about the things that bothered me but you'll get the broom and sweep it under the mat
And you ask me why?
Why don't I want to put up with it
Why should I have to wait and sit for you to make a call
Why should I pick myself up after I fall
Why When my backs against the wall I still gotta watch my back
Why do you act the way you act
You tell me you do this to everybody
But I'm somebody who wants to feel special
But I got blood rushing through my temple
It's like I'm sleeping with the devil
You took my heart and you wasn't even gentle
Now that shit runs through my mental
Your Manipulation
Brings A lot of frustration
And you still question me on why we're not dating
I don't want to start hating
I feel like the love is fading
Your soul is cutting off my circulation
Your penetration
Kept my heart racing
It's a lot of things I was facing
Like my soul going through salvation
And when we speak you think I'm aggravated
I know you hate it
But this is how you made it
This is what you wanted
Now you're haunted
While I feel unwanted
I thought we bonded
Now u feel exhausted
It's hard for you to pick up the phone when I call
So I'll tell you in person
Without the cursing
It's like I'm fucking rehearsing
Knowing I'm still hurting
Since it'll be raining for a minute
I'm going to shut the window and close the curtains
Not searching
Not forcing
Maybe learning the rhythm of the rain
And thinking about this feeling in my heart I call Pain