Nagito x Hajime
Hope for life
TW: Suicide attempt, puke.
Nagito was at Hajime's cottage with Mikan, Hajime out to get groceries because of Nagito eating nearly everything.
Why? Nagito was stress eating, he had suicidal thoughts that day, and currently as well.
He thought, 'minus well eat as much as possible before I die!'. Him himself thought it was a stupid thought, and he now thinks he was selfish for it. Even though Hajime reassured him so many times that it was okay.
Why was Mikan there? He got food poisoning, and Mikan was currently helping him get better.
"O-Okay..s-so, because o-of how much y-you ate.. I can't r-really...tell what g-gave you this..." Mikan shakily said, checking the thermometer under Nagitos tongue, 103°F.
"H-Have you felt pain d-during this i-i-incident?" She said, wiping the tip on her skirt and putting the thermometer back in its packaging.
"Other then my mental pains, the thoughts screaming at me to get it over with already, no." Nagito smirked.
Mikan looked a bit worried, she always does, but a bit more this time.
"H-Hey.. y-you should v-visit my cottage s-sometime.." She offered, "E-Even though I'm n-not a g-good advice giver... I-I'm a really good l-listener!" She smiled. "A-And.. I k-know what that f-feels like.."
Nagito only chuckled as a bead of sweat went down his forehead. "Sure. If I survive tonight."
"Ehh?!" She squealed, thrown off. "W-What do you m-m-mean?!" "Oh..nothing. Don't get so worked up about me! After all, all I am is a worthless piece of garbage nobody likes."
"T-T-Thats not true! H-Hajime..and I..w-we do!" "I appreciate you try to make me feel better, but thats only two people."
"Mmn.." Mikan played with her hair. "B-But..its the t-thought that counts..!" Mikan protests. "I can't necessarily think right now." Nagito sat up, rubbing his temple.
"I-I..I'm gunna g-go to the bathroom..and c-call Hajime..I-I'll get him h-here as soon as p-p-possible..!" Mikan said as she gently pushed Nagito back down onto his bed, running off into the restroom.
Nagito laid there patiently, thinking about the many ways he could finish it off.
Nagito spaced out halfway during his thoughts, laughing to himself.
"It'll finally be over, everyone will finally live in peace! Without me..Nagito, the worthless waste of space! Gone! Forever! Peace on earth.. to everyone. They won't have the chance of meeting me! And thats what matters..they wont go through the suffering I'll put them through! The agonizing suffering of me annoying them! They'll be free!"
Mikan, hearing this, immediately ran out of the bathroom and slapped her hand over Nagitos mouth.
"I-I can't stop y-y-your thoughts..but please.. don't say these t-things.. y-you're not making anybody suffer! T-They just h-haven't gotten t-to know you well enough! Y-You're a really n-nice person.. just v-very insecure!"
Nagito was on the verge of scream laughing. The words that came out of Mikans mouth meant nothing to him, nothing at all.
Mikan slowly took her hand away from his mouth.
"Wow! That was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me! I can tell you truly meant it!"
Nagito hugged himself, staring at her in the eyes, a chill going down Mikans spine.
