Disclaimer: it's just a book don't do any of this stuff it's bad.
It's been a few weeks since I last saw Katie an kairi. I haven't been doing really good. I mean I went down like 21 pounds and I don think that's good. I haven't gone to school and haven't left the house. More specifically I haven't left my room. I didn't think the breakup would affect me but I guess I was wrong. I mean I did forgive mattia and I want to be friends with him but idk if I should be friends with my ex. Idk what to do anymore I'm worthless. I began cutting myself to make me feel better. I mean it only helped me a little bit but I still keep doing it.My friends don't know cause I haven't gotten in touch with them. *Ding* I look at my phone and see that katie texted me again
Katie
You can't ignore me y/n
Katie
Just please text me back please
I decided To be generous today and text her back
Y/n
What do you want
Katie
Finally you text back...n e wayz when are you coming back to school
Y/n
Never I don't wanna see anyone especially mattia
Katie
Are you still on that please just let it go
Y/n
You don't know what its like to get cheated on
Katie
Your right I'm sorry
Y/n
And you have parents and I don't I just wanna be with them Hugging them
Katie
What do you mean
Y/n
I mean that I'm done with life
Katie
What are you gonna do please don't do anything
Y/n
Bye katie
Katie
Wait nooo
stop
Hello?
Text back
Y/n
I throw my phone and grab some pills and head into the bathroom. I look at myself and see nothing but a worthless person.
Katie POV
Holy fuck. I get out of my bed and head downstairs and knock on Kai's door. (Kairi and Katie are neighbours)
Kai: oh hey-
Katie: no time we have to go to y/ns house like now
Kai: why
Katie: I think she's trying to kill herself
Kai: what
Katie: Kai we have no time let's go
Kai: okay let me grab my keys
Katie: hurry
Hey grabs his keys and we head into his car. He gets out of the drive and drives to y/n house. He was kinda speeding but at least a cop didn't stop us. We park the car and get out. We start knocking and Dez opens it
Dez: yes
Kai: wheres y/n
Dez: in her room
We walk past her and head into her room. She's not there.
Katie: the bathroom
Dez: wats happening
Kai opens the door and there she is lying on the bathroom floor
Kai: y/n wake up
Dez: Y/N!!!
Kai: no this can't be happening y/n I love you please don't go
Kai was crying so hard.
Kai: don't just stand there call the ambulance
I take my phone out and dial 911
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Remember it's just a story please don't do any of these things. I love you all
-amanda
Happy bday to roshaun...rat fuck
