I wake up and check the time. I get up and change. I was scared to go to school. But I knew I had to apologize to mattia.
Y/n: are you going to school today Dez
Dez: no
Y/n: okay
I go downstairs and grab the keys and I head into the car. I put in the aux and listen to love sick- trippie Redd "shawty don't go runin out on me...shawty don't go runin out on me. Bae don't worry about what I said get that shit out you head...don't let it get to yo head bae just forget what I said" few minutes later I arrive at school. I get out of the car and go inside the school. I go to my locker and get my stuff.
Kairi: hey
Y/n: sup Kai
Kairi: so you excited about after school
Y/n: yes and no.
Kairi: why no
Y/n: cause you haven't told me where we're going
Kairi: welp you'll just have to wait
Y/n: fine
*Skip to 2nd period*
I go into the locker rooms and change into my gym clothes then i start to overthink. Whats gonna happen when I see mattia. Will he hate me. Of course he will. I walk out and head into the gym and sit in my spot. I try looking for mattia but he's no where to be seen...I stand up and look around but he isn't anywhere.
*Flashback to freshman year*
While I'm walking to lunch I hear crying in the janitors closet. So I open it and see mattia.
Y/n: mattia...baby why are you crying.(remember that y/n an mattia dated)
Mattia: i sometimes feel like I'm not good enough for you
Y/n: what why would you think that
Mattia: because I see you talking to other guys and I get jealous an there all hotter than me
Y/n: there just my friends mattia
I grab his chin and lift it up
Y/n: mattia i-i love you
Mattia: I love you too
Then I hug him
Y/n: but why did you come to the janitors closet
Mattia: I feel like it's more relaxing than going into the bathrooms...so if I'm ever sad I just go here
*End of flashback*
Maybe he's in the janitors closet i say to my self.
(G.t= gym teacher)
Y/n: miss can I go to the bathroom
G.t:yes
I walk out of the gym and into the janitors closet. Once I open it I see mattia sitting there crying
Y/n: mat-
Mattia: no it's obvious you don't like me so please leave me alone
I close the door and sit next to him
Y/n: mattia I'm sorry I didn't mean it. It just came out of my mouth. I was mad. And you know how I get when I'm mad
Mattia: yea I know
Y/n: mattia just please forgive me please I'm sorry I don't want us to stop being friends over something that i regret saying
Mattia: so you don't regret dating me
Y/n: no mattia I don't regret dating you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me
Mattia looks up and you hug him and he hugs you back. Once you guys let go of each other you notice your inches away from his face. You look at his lips and back at his eyes. And you kiss him. You pull away
Y/n: I'm sorry matt-
But Before you could finish he kisses you back. You guys start making out. His hands start roaming your body. And he flips you over so he's on top of you not releasing this kiss.
Y/n: wait stop
Mattia: whats wrong
Y/n: I don't want to do it not now and most certainly not in a janitors closet and plus I have to go meet Kai after school
Mattia: but you don't have to go you can come to my house and we can finish this
Y/n: yes I have to go if not he will be crushed
