Please Not Today!

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I woke up in a pool of my own blood stunned from the amount of red liquid that had now destroyed my carpet I got up. I was dizzy so I had to hold on to the wall. I could see my silhouette carefully laid out in the middle of all the blood. To be honest it looked really cool but what caused that to happen was not. I started to slowly hear music getting louder and louder I totally forgot about my iPod I walked over to it and clicked it 8:37 AM. "Shit I have school" I muttered to myself. I for the most part hated school I loved seeing Pierces gorgeous face but other then that I would rather not go to school. Especially because all Pierce and his friends do is hurt me physically.

I walk over to my big mirror to find a gash right under my bangs. When out of nowhere I have the biggest headache. I sigh and get ready and head out for school. I wasn't worried about my father he leaves for the bar at 6 AM every morning so I wasn't nervous about going downstairs. I lock the front door and put my headphones on. I decided to turn on Hell Above by Pierce The Veil. By the time I get to school I already wanted to go back home but I knew I couldn't. I walked up to my locker glad that Pierce hasn't seen me yet until I open my locker to get my things when out of nowhere it randomly closes without me touching it and hits me in the back of the head.

"Good morning slut" he spat. I roll my eyes. As he slams me by my neck right into the lockers. "I said good morning slut" I stayed quiet he eventually punched me in the stomach and I fell to the ground.

I Can't do this, I thought to myself. I slowly crawled trying to get away until I was kicked in the face. I covered my face with my hands which had light bruises from the night before I looked through the crack in between my fingers. I could see Pierces face his eyes had a mortified look to them he looked almost like he was sad about the bruises on my hands.

"Stupid fucking whore" he muttered as he walked away by himself with his little crew confused looking back at him.I slowly get up and go on with my day my face was fine and Pierce hasn't even looked at me since this morning.

When the day ends I walk home to find that my father still isn't back yet. I sigh in relief knowing I can just be home and sleep.

I go inside and slowly walk upstairs still in a little bit of pain. When I get to my room I lock the door behind me. I walk over to my speaker and plug in my iPod I turn on Bloody Mary by New Years Day. I quickly walk to my bed and lay down as I fall into a deep sleep.


3 Hours Later


I wake up to find that it was only 6:00 pm so I decided to go to the park since it was still daylight out. I grab my jacket, my headphones, and my iPod, as i was about to unlock my bedroom door I heard my father mumble something to himself. I decided not to leave the house through the front door, I don't even leave my room, I go out through my window which was on the second floor.

As I hit the ground I roll so I don't break any bones but the pain is still intense because of all the beatings I endured earlier this morning. I limp quietly away from my house. The park i go to is abandoned so nobody should be there to see me cry. I was about 5 minutes away from the park when it started to rain. Good I thought to myself nobody will see me cry if anybody decides to go there too.

I finally get to the park it's still slightly sprinkling, I sit on the swing and let the tears come through. I just cry for about 5 minutes before I hear somebody else in the park. I turn around to see a figure walking towards the swings. I try my hardest not to freak out even though i'm extremely scared. As the figure gets closer i recognize the face. It was Pierce, why was he by himself? I got up quickly and started to walk fast away from the swings, eventually I looked back to see he's passed the swings and started almost jogging. I start running but I eventually fall and wince in pain. Pierce catches up as I try to crawl away in the wet mud. I looked up to see Pierce staring down at me completely covered in rain. "Please don't hurt me Pierce I just I can't take anymore pain today". He fell to his knees and looked at me with sorrow written all over his gorgeous face. "Violet i'm not going to hurt you", I looked at him with shock not sure what to say. "Violet you aren't going back home I can't allow that", I looked at him with a what the fuck look, I stuttered "wha-what are you talking a-about I have t-to go back home". He looked at me and said "No you're going somewhere safe where nobody can hurt you". In my head I smiled but i was terrified because i wasn't sure what was about to happen. I looked up to see him smile at me with his beautiful smile and then I blacked out.

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