Love? Or Fantasy?

First Kiss

Maddie's P.O.V

When I got home, my dad was at the dinning table reading his typical news paper. He asked "So sweetie, how was school today?" My eyes start to well up as Reenze came down the stairs and hugged my waist. Reenze is my blond-headed senstive 10year old brother. "I thought we agreed to never talk about this since mom's not here!" I cried. Reenze squeezed me harder, feeling his wet tears through my shirt.

"I know, I'm sorry... I'm a terrible father. It's hard to be a father and mother..." My dad sighed. I gulped than went towards the stairs with my little brother glued to my side. Reenze whispered to me "You gotta give Pap a break you know... He's been through a lot, even with mom-..." I cut him off before he could finish. I bent down and took his hands. I looked to him in the eye and said, "Reenze, I love you so much. But please don't say it. It's been hard for me, mad of fact, it's been hard for all of us... Let's just forget about it and pretend she's still here, okay?" I started to walk up the stairs when he yelled, "You can't run from what's eating you alive! It's going to haunt you until you could face it!" I let a tear drip down my cheek as I got to my room. I know what he was saying was true, but I didn't want to believe it... At the moment.

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Two months later...

Crap! I totally forgot. I was supposed to meet Jackson at The Fancy Restaurant (yes it's really called that), a hour ago! But I was so into looking perfect.... For him. Figures.

So your probably wondering what had happened in a two months time, well... Jackson had asked me out, we had been spending all of our time together, and... Tonight was the night of our first date... Yup!

I hurriedly put on my red long silky strapless dress with a pair of sneakers. Hey! It doesn't hurt to wear shoes your comfortable in.

When I arrived at the restaurant with my hair and makeup done perfectly along with my dress fitting and showing all the right spots, yes, it fits my boobs, and butt perfectly. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look good for a guy whose very much hot. My long, brown, silkly hair was in a poney tail, and at the end, it was curled. My black, smoky eye shawdow, went perfectly for the look I was going for.

I saw Jackson sitting at a table alone and I went straight towards him. He looked bored until he saw me, his face had lit up.

"Hey! Uhhh, oh my...." He muttered.

"What? Is there something wrong with my attire?" I said feeling my face heat up?

"No," he continued, "It's just that your fricken sexy," she said while checking me out.

I feel my face started to turn into a red tomato. I know I shouldn't be embarrassed cause I purposly wanted to look fierce, but I never thought he would call me a strong word sexy and check me out at the same time. And to hide my embarrassment, I did something more embarrassing... I took my hands, and squished his face despite the shock, than dived in for a kiss. My eyes stayed closed as we had a short made out. But quite frankly it wasn't enjoyable cause for one: people were staring, and for two: the shock was fricken annoying that we practically yelled ow between kisses. It was nerve racking and painful. When we were finally done our hair was all messy and we had some how made our way to the girls bathroom. My makeup was all smeared and his face was filled of makeup. Despite all the kissing, there was some blood here and there from the shocks. Also our faces and hands were red due, also to the shock. Can this night get anymore embarrassing, and fun?!