Unloved Book 1

part 2

I wake up at 5 and I have a shower and I put my hair in a braid and I put on jeans and I blouse and I go and get Hope ready. I put her in a pink onesie that Johnathan got her and a pair of jeans and a sweater. I head downstairs and I make omelettes and I take a sip from my OJ and I see Jazmine come downstairs and she kisses my head and Hopes. I get to school and I head to my locker there is talk that there is a new student.  I go to my class and I see Carol glaring at me she hates that I slept with Tommy. At lunch, the New kid is Billy Hargrove he is from California. I sit with Steve and I lay my head on his shoulder and I fall asleep.
After school
I go up to my room and I start on my homework and I hear Dad fighting with my mom. When I was 12 dad and Jazmine got full custody of me because she turned into a drug addict.
I look at hope and I hum I will always love you to her. I turn on my record player and I put on a tiny dancer on. At 7
I take Hope and I downstairs and I place her in her seat and I sit at my spot. We talk about our days I look up and I say " Should I see mom." Dad looks at me and says " No Hails she is not worth it." I nod and I go to my room and I see Jazmine put Hope to bed it is her night and I head to my desk and I see a letter from Mom.

Dearest Hayley,

         I am so sorry for not being in your life since you were little and being a screw up of a mother.  I have no excuses but I want you to know I love you and I hope in time you can forgive me. 

your birth mother,

Andrea Prewitt 

I read it and I shake my head and I head to my bed and I bring my knees to my chest and I cry I have been hurt from her for a long time.  I look up when I see my dad and he sees the tears in my eyes and comes to my bed and pulls me into a hug and I cry on his shoulder.