Northside Vs. Southside

I need you

⚠Warning⚠

⚠Suicide Attempt⚠ 

⚠Self Harm⚠

⚠Please don't read if you get triggered easily⚠

Third Person POV:

Betty's mom left a few days ago and she was down spiraling. She would cry herself to sleep. She wouldn't eat much and was losing weight. Jughead and the rest of the gang were trying their best, but they couldn't do much. FP tried calling Alice to tell her, but she ignored his calls. No one knew how to help her, she would't talk to anyone either. 

Betty POV:

I couldn't breathe anymore. I missed her, but I didn't miss her. She was a good mom at times, and that's what I missed. My palms had scars that had been reopened over and over, from my fingernails digging in my skin. I have lost weight and I look horrible. I hated this. I was pushing everyone away. I didn't want to but that's how I work. I push people away, even if they mean the most to me. I wanted this to end. I wanted to be happy. Why can't I be happy? Why do I push people away? Whats wrong with me? I was sitting in my dark room in the corner when my phone went off. 

Text Messages 

Toni 🐍: Betty please tell me your ok 

Betts ❤: I'm fine 

Toni 🐍: That's literally the worst lie ever 

Betts ❤: Toni I'm fine, I'm just exhausted of being me

Toni 🐍: What do you mean? 

Betts ❤:  Nothing Never mind 

Toni 🐍: I'm on my way

Text Messages end 

I didn't want her coming over. I don't want anyone come over. I want to be alone. I want to be someone else. I decided to take a bath before she came over. I went to bathroom and drew my bath. As I stood there waiting I noticed in the mirror how pale and skinny I look. I look horrible. How could anyone love this? How could Jughead love this. He didn't. He just felt bad. Everyone feels bad for me. I'm nothing to anyone. I rooted around my drawer and found my razor. I pulled it apart and grabbed the blade. The bath was filled, and I climbed into it. I took the blade, and ran it across my arms. It hurt, but I felt relived. Everything felt better. I'm sorry. 

Toni POV: 

Betty was struggling and I needed to help her. I pulled up to her house and saw her light on. I knocked and no one answered. Jughead must have been ignoring it, and Betty must haven't heard it. I took the hidden key and unlocked the door. I called out, "Betty!?" No answer. That worried me. I went upstairs and opened the door. "Betty you there?" I asked looking around. I saw the bathroom light on under the door, "Hey Betty are you ok?" No answer again. I slowly opened the door. I screamed, "NO!" I rushed over to her limp body. "JUGHEAD! Help! Please!" I shouted. "Betty please wake up. You can't leave. It's not your time. Stay with me," I felt around her neck and could feel her pulse faintly. "Toni? Where are you?!" Jughead shouted. I couldn't answer and he figure it out. "Oh my god! Betty!" he shouted. He ran over and wrapped a towel around her. He picked her up and carried her downstairs to his dad. "Dad please help!" he yelled. FP shot up and took over carrying her. Jellybean was down there too. She started freaking out. "Grab the keys!" he shouted and carried her out. FP laid her in the back of his car. Jughead and Jellybean climbed in the back with her and Toni went in the passengers seat and FP drove off to the hospital. 

Third POV: 

"Help Someone Help!!" FP yelled carrying Betty in the hospital. Nurses ran over with a gurney and FP laid her down. They checked her pulse, "It's faint, but we can save her," one of the nurses said. FP looked as if he was gonna cry. Jughead, Jellybean and Toni were right behind him. Jughead was trying to comfort a crying Jellybean, and Toni was on the phone with the others. They sat in the waiting room. Kevin, Fangs, Sweet Pea, and Cheryl showed up a little later. Cheryl was crying, "Toni is it true?" she asked. Toni nodded and they hugged sobbing. The boys went over to Jughead and patted him on the back, "I'm sorry," Sweet Pea said. Jughead shook his head, "I should have been there for her. She's the love of my life. How could I let this happen to her?" he said tearing up. Fangs shook his head, "Don't talk like that. You love her. This is not your fault, it isn't Betty's either. All we can do is be there for her." Kevin nodded and leaned into Fangs. They sat down and waited for awhile. Jellybean fell asleep on Sweet Pea who was uncomfortable about it but let it happen. (This is not a ship. Chill. Its called comfort) A doctor came out, "Mr. Jones?" he said looking around. Jughead and FP stood up and looked back at Jellybean who was asleep. Sweet Pea nodded and moved his forward giving them the ok. "Her arms are wrapped up. It was a close call, but we saved her. She's asleep right now, but you can wait in the room if you want." They both nodded and went to her room. They each grabbed a hand and sat there falling asleep. 

Betty POV:

I woke up in some room. I noticed the IV in my arm an bandages covering my arm. I looked around and realized I was in a hospital room. I saw FP and Jughead next to me asleep, holding my hands. I moved a little, and I woke Jughead up. He instantly saw I was awake and moved closer, "Hey baby, glad your awake," he said smiling. I smiled back and looked away, "I'm sorry," I said and looked back. He looked at me, "Don't apologize, but I need you to tell me why." I started to cry waking FP up. I explained to both of them, "I couldn't take it anymore. I miss and don't miss my mom. When Toni said she was coming over I went to take a bath. As I waited for the bath to fill I saw how skinny and pale I looked. I started to think that no one cared about me. I was just a helpless cause. I found my razor and then I did what I did." FP grabbed my hand, "Betty you are basically my daughter, so you are not nothing to me. You are a spark of joy. You've made my kid the happiest, and I know its hard without your mom, but know you can always talk to me," I nodded an smiled. He then left to give Jughead and I some space. It was Jugheads turn now, "Betty Cooper, you are the light of my life. I love you more than anything. I don't ever want you thinking that you are not enough. Please don't ever do this again. I can't lose you." he said. I smiled, "I love you," He smiled and kissed my hand, and then saw my scars on my hand. "Betty what is this?" he asked. I swallowed hard, "It's something that I do, if I'm upset or stressed. I try not to do this, but sometimes I can't help it." He smiled sadly and kissed my scars. "I love you my Juliet." I smiled and he climbed into my hospital bed. "This bed is not fit for both of us," I said giggling. He laughed, "Too bad." He pulled me close and we fell asleep again. 

Yeah so I was feeling a little down which is why this is dark and sad. I'll make it better in the next chapter.