~ Time Cannot Erase The Pain ~ MCR Fanfiction (Gerard Way/Raven Blackheart)

Without Love ~ PAIN!!!

"Fuck love. Love has done nothing but hurt me. The scars I carry over my dead heart attract mice and vermin. They eat it alive and I drown in the comfort of knowing I'll never be in love with anybody ever again." Edward said, drawing out a long puff from his cigerete. I almost cried lisening to his poem, but I am emotion less so I didnt. Merielle looked like she was on the verge of crying too.

I think Merielle is only with us because she likes Edward. She has a MAJOR crush on Edward. For like years. I don't understand because Edward has had like 20 STD's and that is disgust. But whatever floats her boat I guess. I tie my straight hair back in a ponytail. A low ponytail, not a high ponytail like what those fucking preps do.

"You look so hot with a ponytail." Edward says seductively, but I brush him off because ew. He's only with us because his brother is hot ASF. But whatever he is coolish when he's not a creeper. I roll my eyes. Fucking hell.

We hear a knock on the door. Probably noise control or some shit, we had MCR and Evanscene music up fucking loud. It blasted off our eardrums. We did this every night though so why would there be noise control all of a sudden? Unless it was stingy Preppy Nicole and her gang, we call them the ferrets.

The door opens.

"Hey do you know directions to room 501?" GERARD FUCKING WAY ASKS ALL 3 OF US FROM THE DOORWAY.

"No fucking way- I think- I think I'm going to pass out." Merielle says lying down on the floor. Me and Edward hyperventelate. Holy shit this CANNOT be happening RIGHT NOW.

Gerard Way looks me up and down with his glistening eyes, eating me alive. It hurts, but it also arouses me.

"In, in, in the hall... hallway to the left. This is room. Room 506. There are signs around..." I said barely able to talk.

"Thank you." He says and his other bandmates leave. Down the hallway I can hear a wolf whistle before somebody shouting "damn she was hot" (I think it was Gerald?). I'm sweeting so much my white foundation is peeling off. I run to the bathroom and cut my wrists to see if I am dreaming.

"No. Definitely not dreaming." I say to myself. Edward approaches from behind me, embracing little skinny me.

"Who do you love more? Me or Gerard Way?" Edward asks. "One more word, and I call the cops." I said and kicked him out of my dorm. Weird asshole. Merielle regains consciousness and stares at my wrists.

"Blood sisters" she chants. I smile on the inside but as I said before I do not have a soul so it doesn't reach my eyes. Merielle internally smiles back. I can feel it in her aura. Merielle bandages me up and we stay silent leaving both of us to think about our sudden encounter. My MCR shirt was now in the washing machine downstairs but I was feeling tired and I just wanted to sleep. I kick Merielle out and then I go to bed snuggling against my nightmare before christmas blanket.

- Sorry for the sudden ending but I'm hungry and I want to cook myself food -