The Hollow (Oneshots, requests open!)

Make me feel better (Kaidam)

((Hai! Just saying, this was a request!  -- But anyway, sorry if this turns out shit :> I am only good at the part were they fuck so the rest might be bad xD))

@blahyeet 

~Smut and trigger warning~

--This is set when they are in their own game, just before the dragon and stuff--

Kai was depressed, he hated himself. For any specific reason? No, but he would judge himself. To him, pain felt like a way to be relieved of his self-hatred and stress of the game. 

Mira and Adam were arguing outside the cave they set up camp in, they would have stayed in the spider civilisation-but that was a hard no from Kai, and as they walked around the hot sandy area, Mira began to scold the brunette for that. 

This quickly led to Adam defending Kai, shouting at Mira. Those two began arguing themselves as Kai just sighed to go into a cave they were passing. 

It was a large space, in an almost 'L' shape as there was another space around a corner. Kai went to the end, no longer seeing the two argue. He sat down, his back against the rough wall. He hugged his knees, his once cocky persona turned to quiet and full of self-hate. 

Looking to the floor, his eyes caught a small rock in his vision. It was quite large, and had a pointed end. He picked the thing up, it was just a bit big to fit in his palms. His eyes glanced to his left arm. He rolled the sleeve up, exposing some old some newer cuts. Each had been made with various sharp objects he came across.

He pressed it hard into his arm, watching little specks of blood fade into full on drips. He then slid it in a horizontal line, making a deep cut. It sent shivers through him, he felt like he deserved the aching pain it gave him.

He began to make more cuts, tearing up as he did so

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Adam and Mira had been shouting for ages now, eventually Mira just huffed, giving up with the taller's crap. She facepalmed, 

"I'll just go look for something that can help, and actually be useful..."

She mumbled the last part, flouncing off with a small strut. Adam just growled, angry at her from what she did to Kai over something rather small and how she didn't even act like she did something wrong.

Reluctantly, he turned his back. Walking towards the cave he saw Kai enter. The black-haired boy stepped in, his footsteps echoing. 

Kai had heard this, so he quickly looked for a way to cover his arms and the blood on his hands, yet it was too late.

Adam stood in shock, he felt sick at the sight of his friend holding a sharp object and his arms covered in crimson fluids. He quickly rushed to Kai's side, pulling the rock from his shaking hands and gently grabbing his arms.

"Kai, what the hell?! Why would you do this?!"

Kai was quiet, until he let out a few sniffs. His sniffs turned to small whimpers as he began to cry. He hated to cry infront of people, he always wanted to look tough and better than he actually was. So to see the small boy cry was a shock to Adam. 

"I-I d-dunno! What is the p-point of not doing this if all we know is a game?!"

He started to sob now, clutching onto Adam as if his life depended on it.