𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 | timothée chalamet

sad songs

I was coming home from another drive full of crying and listening to sad songs. That's how it's been for a while.

Me and Timothée's relationship was at an unstable stage right now. He's been super careless and rude for the past two months and I'm sick of it.

We were always fighting and arguing, over everything and nothing! I've had enough. The 'sad song' car rides were the only thing helping me with stress, always helps! 

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I was staring at Timothée's plate the whole time I was eating mine. He skipped dinner and stayed with his friends, as usual.

It's now an hour later, I've already finished dinner and I'm now chilling watching a movie, Five Feet Apart.

God I wish Timothée cared about me the way Will cares about Stella. I was already a crying mess, but the thought of Timothée made me cry even more!

By the end of the movie I was crying my heart out when I heard the door open. "Y/N, I'm home!" Timothée calls. I quickly wipe away my tears. "Here!" I cry from the living room.

"Oh hey babe." he says entering the room. "Wait a second, were you crying?" he asks, taking a good look at me. "Yeah... I watched a sad movie." "Oh."

"So, I believe you already had dinner?" he asks and I nod. "Y/N why didn't you wait for me? I told you to." "It's not my problem you're always late!" "It's okay, don't get mad. It just would've been nice if you waited, if you cared you know."

"Oh so I'm the careless one?" I bellow. "Looks like it..." he says with a shrug. That's when I lost it.

"Timothée look at you! You know what would've been nice? IT WOULD'VE BEEN NICE IF YOU THOUGHT OF ME FOR ONCE, IT WOULD'VE BEEN NICE YOU IF YOU CARD ABOUT ME, IT WOULD'VE BEEN NICE IF YOU EVER CHOOSE ME OVER YOUR FRIENDS AND YOUR HAPPINESS, IT WOULD'VE BEEN NICE IF YOU DIDN'T LEAVE ME ALL ALONE EVERYDAY! But no I'm the careless one."' I shout.

I then run to grab my car keys and off I go. I was in deep need for a 'sad song' car ride! "HAD A FEELING THAT YOU NEVER FELT IT. I ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU WERE TOO DAMN SELFISH..." I sang as tears ran down my face.

After 2 hours, I was finally calm enough to go back home. My face was a mess, I didn't wipe any tears off my face so Timothée can know what he's done to me.

I open the door and I see him running towards me. He tries to hug me but I back off. "God Y/N you worried me! Where were you?" he asks. "Leave me alone Timothée, I'm only here to grab my stuff and go." 

"Y/N I'm sorry, I really am. I swear I won't do this again, I'll be more careful, please just let us talk this out. Please don't leave me."

"Timothée, I'm sick of this! You're always out of the house, leaving me here all alone, and when you're here we're always fighting. Our relationship is just not working!"

"Y/N no no no! Please don't do this to me. I might have been a bit careless for the past while, which I promise won't happen again, but Y/N you know how much I love you!" he cries. Tears start running down his face.

I go up to the bedroom with few bags and boxes to but all my stuff in. I was moving back in with my parents in New Jersey, I'm gonna drive back home! After about an hour or two I was done packing.

I walk down the stairs and I see Timothée sitting on the couch, crying guiltily. "I'm sorry Timothée, I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm done with always having to drive around crying and keeping everything inside of me Timmy, I'm sick of watching my heart break." 

"I swear I'll be better Y/N. Please don't go! I love you Y/N!"

"Timothée if you truly loved me none of this would've ever happened. Trust me Timmy, I'm doing this for the best. I need get moving now, it's a long way to New Jersey. Goodbye Timothée."

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Hope you liked this one, sorry its short though. Part 2?

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