Wrong love/Shinkami

Chapter 9

My head was throbbing in pain.

Everything was spinning.

My clothes suddenly become heavy.

My body couldn't handle it anymore.

My eyes open through all it's heaviness.

B-blood?!

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"My eyes shot up quickly I look behind me to see....Y-Yaoyorozu?!W-with a knife in her back?!

She suddenly fell to the floor and started crawling towards me.I look up and see no one.......I look at my surroundings.Tye hallway was dark.The ice was absorbing all light.Mina was on the floor.....HER HEAD WAS DISCONNECTED FROM HER BODY!"K-Kaminari..."I look at the faint voice and see Yaoyorozu with her eyes almost closing.I crawl over to her and put her in my lap.

I couldn't help but cry.Tears over flowing me eyes....."I-I'm so-Sorry....Pl-please r-run...."She said."DONT LEAVE!STAY WITH ME!!!PLEASE YAOYOROZU DONT LEAVE!!"I yell out while gripping onto her shoulders tightly.Faint footsteps getting closer and louder coming this way.

The door slams open so hard that the ice breaks and shatters everywhere.Right in front of me was Toshi."Kaminari are you okay?!- OH MY GOD!"Toshi yells.His eyes......They say something different from his reaction......."Let's tell Rie and the others.....You go take a shower I'll clean this mess up..."He says.I slowly stood up and started walking slowly.

W-why...?Why me?!Why did it have to be me?!Everyone I love......Are dying.......Nobody gets me......Nobody knows the pain I'm going through.......I just wanted to be happy......Why does god hate me?What did I do wrong?WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS PAIN?!Why....why....why..?I just want love and comfort....But instead I get death......IM SORRY!!IM SO SORRY!!!!

PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME GOD!ILL BE A BETTER A PERSON I PROMISE!J-JUST PLEASE!!STOP IT!!!I DONT WANT TO FEEL THIS!!ITS HURTS......It hurts.......Please......don't do it........

I open the door to my room and walk to my drawer and pulled out my clothes.At the bottom of my clothes there's a......Knife.....I used to use it every night....To feel the pain......I slowly reached for it the handle that fits perfectly in my grip.My finger traces the sharp ends of it.Blood drips down my finger.

I walk to the bathroom and turn on the water.I stare at myself in the mirror like I'm waiting to wake up.Like I'm waiting to just fall on the floor and be forgotten.Like I'm waiting to leave this world.....Eventually I walk into the shower.The cold solid wall against my skin.

I grab the blade that was next to my clothes.

The cold handle now in my wet grip.I slowly bring it up to my pale skin.

You could see the left over cuts from months ago.....The razor shape blade over the soft skin.

Blood starts to tickle down.The floor of the shower now all bloody.

The white marble floor now all dark red.

I put the blade against my skin again.

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"Kaminari are you okay in there?!"The loud voice scared me and I cut deeper in accident.