THIS IS OUR MISTAKE

Chapter 8

When we got to my house I went right into the kitchen and grabbed a pack of gummy bears while Cole went upstairs to my room. I opened the package as I walked upstairs. I went in my room and changed into something comfortable. Cole was already laying in bed with his back facing me.

"What's wrong Cole?" I asked crawling in bed and putting my arm around him and my head on his shoulder. I knew it was the whole situation with his dad.

"Nothing." He said blankly.

"Come on, I know it's about your dad."

"Nothing is wrong and I don't want to talk." He said.

"Come on Cole. We're having a baby. You have to be able to talk to me." I said.

He said nothing.

I got up and stormed downstairs. I grabbed a snack and watched a movie on the couch. About 15 minutes Cole came down.

"What are you doing?" He asked confused.

"Well, you don't want to talk to me so I came down here." I said still pretty pissed.

"Come on Amber." He said.

"No. You don't want to be with me so I'm staying here." I said.

"Come on Amber. You know it's complicated between me and my dad." He said. "It's lonely up there." He said starting to pout. "Come cuddle with me. I'm super duper sorry. Please Amber." He said making a puppy face.

"Fine." I said getting up. I can't stay mad at him.

We walked upstairs and cuddled into my bed. I love Cole but I don't know if I'm ready for a baby. I know we're going to be good parents but I want to be the best parents. I wanted to be able to take my baby to Disney world, disney land, I wanted to spoil my child. Now I have to just give it the bare minimum on a budget. I just wish we could've waited a bit longer. I don't and never will regret having my baby with Cole I just want my family to be happy.

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Hey anyone who is reading this.
I haven't been updating lately and I'm sorry this chapter is so short. Christmas is like 3 days away so I've kind of been busy. I'm kind of getting stuck on ideas so if you guys have any please comment. Love ya!