The trans boy

Chapter 9

~Levi's P.o.v ~

I didn't sleep much at all this night. I felt bad after how I treated Eren and how I made things harder for Kutchel. I'd be leaving today. I didn't want to but I had to. I was scared. No. I was terrified of what my father was going to do to me. I can take physical pain but not as much mental and emotional pain, and he knew that.

I walked into the kitchen around five in the morning. I drank a glass of orange juice and then walked into the living room. I wasn't really hungry right now I had to much to think about. I was too worried about what was about to come. Where would he be taking me? How far away is it?

I tried my best to distract myself for the day like watching an anime or cleaning the house five times just to make sure I didn't miss anything. Around nine Kutchel woke up and joined me in the living room. "Good morning sweetheart," she smiled at me. "Morning," I answered still looking at the TV. "Thank you for cleaning, the apartment looks great"
I just nodded.

6:30 pm only five hours and fifteen minutes left until I have to leave. I should start writing a note for her so she'll think I've run away. Well l I kinda will run away but I don't want to. I took a paper and a pencil and started writing.

Dear Kutchel, thank you for everything this has been the home where I've felt most welcome but I can't stay here. You've shown me nothing but kindness and all I'm causing you is problems. I don't deserve a family this loving. Please forgive me. For as long as I can remember I've lived without a mother figure, until now. I even wish you were my mother, but who would want a child like me..?
Sincerely Levi~

That should do it. I put the letter under my pillow so she wouldn't find it until I've left and placed it on my pillow. Sighing I laid down on my bed staring up at the ceiling. I wonder how she'll feel when I'm gone. I wonder how Eren's doing. As usual my thoughts got interrupted by Kutchel knocking on the door.
"Hey Levi, would you like to watch a movie and order some pizza for dinner?" I nodded and she smiled at me.

We sat on the couch together with a pizza and a horror movie playing on the TV. I knew she didn't like horror movies and only put one on because she knew I do. I smiled at the thought. She always goes out of her way for me. We were on our second movie and I looked over at her and I could see she was tired, she had bags under her eyes and she yawned big every once in a while. "We can go to bed if you want?" She shook her head. "We can finish this movie first I know you like it," she gave me a kind motherly smile.

"We can finish watching it tomorrow it's already a quarter past eleven and it's thirty minutes left of the movie." It felt bad lying to her but I gave her a small smile showing her I ment it. We decided to go to bed and 'finish it tomorrow'. I went to my room after I brushed my teeth and layed down for a while to make sure she'd fallen asleep before preparing my stuff. I pulled out my suitcase and put the note on my pillow.

I opened the door to my room and slowly walked into the hallway and put on my shoes. I opened the door as quietly as I could and walked out closing and locking it after me. I then put the keys where you put the mail and then left. I don't need the keys anymore I don't live there. I looked at my phone as I walked against the park were he would pick me up. 11:43.

It was exactly 11:45 when I got there and after a while a black car pulled up next to me. The man driving the car rolled down the window and smirked at me. "Yo, Levi. Long time no see." I just nodded and got in the car. He started to drive and we vboth stayed quiet. "So where are we going?" I asked with quite the attitude. "Stop with the attitude aren't you happy to see your old man," he smirked again. "No way in hell I'd miss you Kenny.."

~Kutchel's P.o.v ~

I woke around eight the next day. Levi should already be up he usually wakes up earlier than me. I walked out of my room and into the living room. He wasn't in the living room so I checked the kitchen then I looked if the bathroom was closed but it was open. Maybe he is in his room reading or still sleeping. But when I walked dinto his room all I saw was a clean room with a neatly done bed and a note on the pillow.

I sat down on the bed and started reading it. I read it five times before understanding that it was real. I teared up and quickly threw his drawers and closet open. They were empty. No. Please no. I read the note again.

Dear Kutchel, thank you for everything this has been the home where I've felt most welcome but I can't stay here. You've shown me nothing but kindness and all I'm causing you is problems. I don't deserve a family this loving. Please forgive me. For as long as I can remember I've lived without a mother figure, until now. I even wish you were my mother, but who would want a child like me..?
Sincerely Levi ~

I sat on his bed crying. "Oh Levi. I wanted a child like you.." I want you.

~Hey thank you so much for reading I know Kenny isn't Levi's dad but he is in this story. Sorry for late update I'll try post every Sunday. ~