never enough

chapter 6: the decision

After our foundation day! I went straightly home.. kyla went to a special someone while me? Alone once again..  I went to my room and open my mp4 to listen for a new music. I played the song "blank space" by taylor swift

I feel really striked out when I heard the lyrics.. specially this one.

" BOYS ONLY WANT LOVE IF ITS TORTURE, DONT SAY I DIDNT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU."

That time I realize him, saying that he make a mistake, and I warn him but he didnt listen...

After 30 minutes .

Someone knock on our door. And asked for my name, I went to the window and saw victoria and I dont know who is that girl.

I went straightly to our living room to open the door,

When I open the door I asked victoria already.

" why are you here?"

" its for the baby.... "

"Who is she?" Pointing to the girl victoria with...

" my sister,, pethy. "

I invite them to come inside... and asked some questions..

Well.. pethy asked and asked until she reach out the point of no return.

" are you in love wih jared?" Pethy asked

" uhm, ah, no.?" I answered uncomfortably..

" well you better not! You need to leave him! He is going to be the father of my sister's child!"

" I know miss. Thanks for reminding me. " I answered bleeding..

After there visit I go by in my room and go to bed, I want to sleep but I cant,

Few minutes later someone texted me,

"Hey! Dont mind my sister! Fight your love for jared, he is good boy, he wants you and always be... -victoria"

What should I do? I am on a 50 50 decision, about him.. what did I just got into? He is probably my mistake,.

My mom and my sister in law, went back home.. they are with jared that time.. and my mom approached me to go back to my room, but insist not to go, I want to check him if what will mom ask...

"Jared? Are you inlove with my daughter?  Shiri...?"

"Yes maam, absolutely without a doubt"

"She said,. You want her to marry you?"

"Yes maam, because I want her for the rest of my life. "

" okay, because she is always thinking of us. She should think about you.. and I am now agreed to your wedding..."

my mom? Agreed to our wedding?!? Is she drunk?

I called kyla already.. and she answered  .. I asked her if I could visit to her dorm and she said yes!

Afer 20 minutes of commuting..

"Kyla! My mom agreed to my wedding!"

"What wedding?"

"A fixed wedding.. "

"What? Im happpy for you!"

While talking 2 boys approach us.. the other one is Jherald and the other one is I dont know.

" who are you?" I asked the boy.

"PAUL JUSTIN.... CRAM'S barkada"

"Why are you here..?"

"CRAM said us to."

What the hell..?? He should be staying away for me! I am engaged to love someone while I am not yet ready! A fixed wedding? The hell not!

I want to scream.. but I cant.

I go outside and shouted to loud..

" CRAM!!!!!! IS IT NEVER ENOUGH?"