My Little Wife

The Past

Annika

i woke up from sleep exactly at 8 'o clock. I slept in the hall yesterday waiting for Shivaay but now i am on bed.

That means Shivaay came but where is he now?

I quickly came out from the bed and looked around he was nowhere to find. Reaching the door i found a sticky note.

At office, have an urgent work.
Call me - 94556******

I don't know why but his plain and simple note brought tears in my eyes.

Is he that mad at me?

He didn't waked me up or hugged me once. I am so upset right now. I want him to be beside me. He lashed out on me yesterday, i was so upset. I thought to ignore him but than i remember my mom used to say it always that at times people are not wrong or bad but the circumstances and situation is. Maybe there is a reason behind it. He do said that he hates his birthday. I don't even know him properly. I guess, that is why khanna ji  was so scared and reluctant to bring the cake but i assured him that he will like it.

Though Khanna ji too didn't know the reason. He just said that Shivaay have never celebrated his birthday before.

Well! I agree it was maybe a bad idea but still i just tried to make him happy. What should i do? Should i call him?No. If he is that mad on me than i must meet him and sort it out. My dad and mom too had fights and once dad also left her like this.

I asked mom why did he left after shouting at you? Doesn't he should pacify you? To which my mom smiled and said "He left me because he don't want to hurt me more. He will come along when his anger will cool down. " I didn't understand the logic but i guess now i should. Maybe Shivaay too left me because he don't want to hurt me more. He did hurt me but he was angry. I can be upset later on but right now i should meet him and sort it out. I want him back with a smile and moreover it's his birthday.

But i will not call him. Let's see what he do? I will go and meet him up in his office at lunch. I don't know but i have a feeling that he is missing me too and will surely call me anyhow.

Till than I should make lunch for Shivaay with my own hands. He will surely love it.

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Shivaay

I don't know what should i do? I have never pacified anyone in my whole life. When i was a child, my mom used to pacify me because of my stubbornness. My mom always forgave me but that is what make mom's special. I don't know about how to pacify Annika? If mom would be here she would definitely scold me for behaving like a jerk.

I don't wanna scare her off. My mind was conflicted with so much things that i lashed out on her.
Yesterday when i saw her waiting for me in the hall, i felt weirdly happy. I was so engrossed in work yesterday that i couldn't call Annika. I broke my phone too because i was so angry on Mrs. Oberoi . She showed up in my office yesterday with a revealing dress like a slut. She just can't leave me alone. I hate her. She started rambling her shit about me and my pathetic life. She told me that i don't deserve happiness and everyone is meant to leave me. I am a curse and a curse is meant to live with a sin and she is a sin. She will never leave me. She warned me to stay away from Annika, if i keep myself close to her or made her the part of my life than not i but Annika have to face the worse. I was not scared of her but i am scared to lose Annika. I don't wanna lose her at any cost.
Mrs. Oberoi came to wish me advanced happy birthday. That bitch knows i hate it.

She is so disgusting. She asked me to have her because she is my gift. I hate my birthday because that day Dad married her and brought her home saying it's my birthday gift. I was eleven than. I didn't want a new mom. I loved my mom very much, i could have lived with her beautiful memories. I just wanted dad to be beside me. Since mom died he was lost. He loved her too. Dad used to came late all drunk in nights. I made him sleep. He was so much in his own grief that he never saw mine. I didn't lost mom only, i lost my dad too. But life means to go. So i was there for him but he was not. After a year since mom death, dad started to smile. I thought he is moving on for me. Such a stupid kid i was. On my birthday he brought Svetlana. I was shocked and taken aback. I didn't want to give my mom's place to anyone. Dad asked me Are you happy? I wanted to shout no, i am not. But i didn't, i accepted her for his happiness. Little did i knew i am inviting my own grave inside the house. Days passed, Dad was happy but he never asked me once how am i? Am i happy or not? He forget me. He used to teach me and that's it. He was concerned about my studies, afterall i have to handle the business. One night i saw a bad dream about mom. I saw her crying terribly. I woke up and ran towards dad to find the comfort and peace. The door of his room was slightly open. I saw him and Mrs. Oberoi having sex on the chair. I was confused, i was just eleven after all. I didn't knew what they are doing but i found it dirty. I left from there.