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The Silence Is Loud (Jungkook)

4 months later..

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You woke up early to the sounds of small crying. 

You fully got up and made your way into the nursery. "Gimme a second Lyrical.." You lift the small arm baby and walk to the kitchen to prepare a bottle. 

Yes, You gave birth two months ago to a beautiful baby girl who favored you in every way. Your eyes, brown skin, and beautiful nose. The only thing that wasn't yours was Jungkook's straight and dark hair.

She had his hair and smile which sometimes pained you to stare at. So what happened to Jungkook?

After you called the ambulance and police he just disappeared into thin air. There was not trace of him nor his car. The police are still looking for him but there's been no use.

You began feeding the small baby and sat on the couch to watch a bit of television. Life has been....slow without Jungkook. When both of you were first newly weds, both of you were always doing something fun. 

From small things to having lunch at parks to big things like traveling abroad; Both of you were always busy. Now that he's gone life has been slow being a single mother. 

It took a moment, but once Lyrical was finished with her bottle you take her to be changed. You gave her a simple outfit of tiny pink leggings and a white shirt. There was no need to get all stylish because both of you will be meeting up with Namjoon.

No, there was nothing romantic between the both of you. He has been helping you cope with Jungkook being gone and even helps with small things you can't do. He'll bring groceries or even baby Lyrical for you when your busy.

You slid one some dark jeans and a basic black tee-shirt after washing yourself off in the bathroom. You didn't even bother to put make up on and went straight to Lyrical to put her in her car seat. 

You walk out to the car and strap her inside before hopping in to take the drive to Namjoon. He should already be at the park and waiting on you to arrive.

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"How have you been holding it down Y/N?" The male picked up Lyrical and held her firmly to prevent from slipping. "It's been...empty Joon." You both walk across the park to meet with Ji Hwan. Or what was left of him.

A few tears left your eyes with each step closer to his grave of ashes. Namjoon helped you buy a small plot of land that held a grand Weeping Willow tree. When the time of the funeral came, He helped you bury the ashes under the tree that is now growing with your son.

All three of you were now under the tree that swayed in the wind with it's long locks. Namjoon sat Lyrical on the ground with a blanket tucked under her body. He took the flowers from the basket he bought to place them under the small stone that read the name "Jeon Ji Hwan's poperty."

You couldn't even hold it together anymore and broke down in loud sobs. You felt sorry for Ji Hwan....Scratch that. You felt guilty and just as responsible for not stopping his death.

That night two months ago, The ambulance was able to stop some of the bleeding and brought the child to the nearest hospital for treatment. In the condition he was in, Ji Hwan had trouble eating and sleeping with all of the pent up trauma from the beatings. 

His skin had a hard time recovering with all the gashed and open skin that needed stitches and was even infected. 

He needed hours and hours of surgery with his broken ribs and brain surgery. It gotten to the point when he couldn't leave the hospital at all and even needed therapy to cope with the pain.

Sadly, he couldn't recover enough and ended up passing away just a month after Lyrical was born. 

Sometimes you feel so upset and try to feel his energy from Lyrical but they're too different to be the same. You cry yourself to sleep and can't eat some nights. 

Namjoon was Ji Hwan's therapist and you are very great full of him to have been there to help your baby till the end. Sometimes, Namjoon is kind enough to come over at night and help you with Lyrical as you cope with the lost.

"Y/N, I'll go over there and sit with Lyrical. Take all the time you need."

The male gives you a small pat on the back as you sit hunched over at the grave. "J-i-i Hw-a-an...I'm s-o sorr-y" Your voice skipped with every word as the guilt and humiliation sat on your shoulders. 

How could you let something like that happen to your child? Why didn't you do anything to stop him sooner? If only you would've checked Jungkook earlier...

You can't help but sit under the tree in that one position for another hour. It hurt too much to leave him again. It wasn't fair for you to live on as if nothing happened to him. Now he can't live on at all.

He had to live through the pain, and die with it on his shoulders.

Namjoon later comes and tells you it's time to leave. It's already 6 pm and it was getting late. You own the piece of land and can visit anytime, but right now it was his job to care for you.

You both stand up and began walking back to the car. You make one last glance at the big tree as it waved goodbye with it's beautiful locks

It was as if you were able to still hear his tiny  and weak voice speak to you the night before he died. 

"Mommy, do you think daddy is still upset with me?"

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{The end}...

(A/N) Ya'll I can't even lie, I don't want to end it right here...but I must. 😥😥