Who am I?

Chapter 4

(The day of the concert)

Maddie's POV

*beep beep beep*

"Maddie get up! We have to go in a hour"

"Noooo" I said rolling over

"Demi is today"

"Ok ok I'm up" I jumped out of my bed and pushed my mom out of my room and jumped in the shower. I grabbed my blade from behind my toilet and got in the shower. I took a few deep breathes and cut my thighs. I can't take it no more the pain is just to much. It hurt it hurts so much. As I stop crying I flush my blade down the toilet and dry off and clean the blood and get dressed and do my hair and make up and I get my stuff ready and go downstairs and look at my mom and I fake smile as she does the same to me

"You ready sweet heart?"

"Yea"

*At the concert*

Wow! We just arrived at this place I can't wait to go see demi again yay! As I was walking behind the stage and max walked up to me

"You must be the lucky winner I'll take u too demi"

"Yea thx max" as we walked closer to the door I started shaking even more and and Idk why because I've met her before. As max walked off I stood in front of the door abd knocked 3 times

"Come in"

I hear her yell as I walk in she's at her make up table and she turns around with a huge smile on her face..... Why is she smiling it's just me

"Maddie I missed u" she said and hugged me

"I missed u too" I had feeli gs for her deep feelings so I was going to tell her I can't hide forever

"Look demi I have something to tell u.... I'm bi and I like u well I don't like u I love u and Ik u get this a lot but I'm not lying I'm not just this crazy lovatic....." before I could finish she kissed me. Her lips where so soft I couldn't get past the fact that my dream is coming true. As she pulled we both smiled

"Do u ever shut up?" she said smiling.

"I...I..umm....umm"

"I love you to maddie.....and not like a friend" she said and walked off to get on stage. I just stood there confused and in love and nervous. I didn't know what to do. I went back to my mom and took pur seats (we had pit seats btw:)) the whole concert she would look at me and smile! I think my mom knew somethin was up

*After the show*

"Maddie!" I hear demi yell. I turn around and hug her

"you where amazing"

"Thank u... Umm I want to ask u something before u leave"

"Go right ahead" she pulled me away from my mom

"Do u want to be my girlfriend"

"yes I would love to be your girlfriend"

"Yay! I love u now go to your mom and txt me when u get home"

"I will demi love u too" when I got home went straight to bed after a shower a texted demi all night till she fell asleep.....

Ik its short but I just wanted to give y'all something sorry I haven't posted in awhile I've been busy and I had writers block I love you beautiful/handsome