So this is officially my diary to whoever is reading since by the time anyone sees this I'll be dead 😌
Welcome back toooo! My issues that I constantly rant about to absolutely no one because no one gives a shittt~~! ✨✨✨
I met these two people online who actually made me feel happy. I would talk with them for hours. They listened to my issues and addressed them. I felt like I found people who actually made me feel like something worthy of living. Anyways that all came to a fucking end since I'm such a failure at everything. Y'know because I made one of them get mad at me because I was concerned? Yeah uhm I guess I shouldn't do that anymore.
Since they were close I'm guessing that my other friend hates me too. It's fine though because I mean like, who gives a fucking shit right? I was a waste of their time anyways. If their reading this,
I'm so so so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you or bring up memories you didn't want. I was scared for you and I wanted to help you. I know I shouldn't help others since I can't even help my own shit, but you guys made me happy. I'm not sure what I can do other than apologize and I'm so sorry that's not enough. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry.
