100 Sleepless Nights

Chapter 11

*******TRIGGER WARNING********

Kyle POV

Once I got home everything from the past week hit me the car crash her death and the funeral.
She was like a sister to me No wait she was a sister.
*2 weeks later*
My phone has been going crazy from texts from my mom,johnnie and everyone else people have been knocking at my door constantly and recently I've been thinking I can't deal with the pain in my heart anymore so I finally am going to give in to my thoughts and ...... kill myself

I walked into my filming room and put on the camera and started talking
hi everyone it's me Kyle and I have some news this will be my last video for ummm how do I put this... forever
Yup forever recently a friend who was a sister to me had a bad car crash and unfortunly died and honestly I have no reason to be here anymore I don't see a reason to breathe to eat to live in done guys I'm just done well I'm sorry thanks for being here the past couple years and for the last time I love you guys and goodbye

I closed the camera and uploaded it to YouTube and went into my bedroom grab some sleeping pills my mom gave me last year for jet lag and i grab my razor from its hiding place (Kyle is going to self harm from now on but no one knows yet)
And I walked to my room and I took all the pills 24 to be exact and I took my razor and for the last time I cut my wrists this time my goal was to die not to release the stress or anger inside I started getting sleepy as the blood started gushing out of my arms like a water fall pretty in its own twisted way and slowly I lost consciousness and for one last time I looked at the picture next to my bed of me Kayleigh johnnie and Bryan and then I closed my eyes to welcome death in open arms

--AN-------
It's darker then I normally write but it had to be done I have had this idea to write this for a while and next chapter up soon!