Znuie
We were still at the ball estate and it was early in the morning.
My phone started ringing. But it was an unknown number.
I answered.
"Hello" I asked.
"Is this Znuie" someone asked.
"It depends" I said.
"Nahmir needs someone to talk to" he said and then I heard nahmirs voice.
"nuie" I heard nick say.
He sounded different.
Then he FaceTimed me and I accepted it and walked downstairs.
"What's going on" I asked.
"I'm going through it." He said before putting a blunt to his lips.
"Where's alycia?" I asked.
"Where's Lamelo?" He asked back.
I just stared at him.
Then a rear rolled down his face.
"What did the fame do to us?" He questioned.
I gave him a confused look.
"We were so close man. I thought I was going to be the one to put a ring on your finger." He said.
"It's life. People drift apart" I told him.
"Znuie. We didn't drift apart. Becaus You wouldn't still be talking to me. We still holding on to eachother." He said smoking his blunt.
"What do you want" I asked because at this point he just talking cause he high.
"I apologize. It's been a year since I've last spoken to you." He said.
I didn't say anything.
"I miss you. I miss my mama. This shit not for me. Everyone out here making up shit for muthafuckas to come after me. I just want to be free" he started crying.
It was like a boo hoo cry.
"Nick" I said grabbing my keys and going outside to my car.
He kept crying and I could tell he was hurt.
"I'm not even suicidal but I want this shit to end" he cried.
"Where are you at?" I said starting my car.
"I'm at the hotel." He said.
It's the same hotel he always at when he comes to California.
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I pulled up to the hotel and went to the room Nahmir told me.
I started knocking on the door.
Nick opened it.
He pulled me in a hug.
When I tell you, I didn't have any shoes on. All I had on was some short shorts and a t-shirt.
We went to the bed.
"Aye I'm going to my room. If you need me" the dude who I talked to on the phone said before he walked out.
"How was your Mother's Day" he asked me.
"It was chill" I answered looking at him.
He started to light another blunt.
"Nick put that out." I said waving away the smoke.
"That don't even smell like weed" I told him.
"It's some other shit in here." He said putting it out.
"Stop" I said.
He looked at me.
"What's really going on. Because it has to be way bigger than what you making it" I said getting fully engaged.
"I don't know. I ain't really been the same without you" he said and I was lost of words.
"And alycia she the best thing a nigga can ask for. But she ain't you" he said and then all of this shit started coming back to me.
"Even though you choose other niggas over me" he said and I looked at him.
"Stop" I said rolling my eyes.
"You moved to cali with no family just because Melos family let you stay with them." He shook his head.
"Nicholas" I said.
He smiled.
"I love you man. I probably won't ever stop." He said looking down.
I didn't know what to say to that.
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Melo
Znuie wasn't here and she wasn't answering her phone.
I was outside trying to call her and honestly it was irritating me.
Courtney then walked outside.
I don't know why she still here.
"Hey can we talk" she asked.
I shrugged.
We went to sit down.
"I apologize for getting mad at you. I didn't mean any of it" she said.
I nodded.
"But Uhm I- I miss you melo. It's like your only marrying Znuie because she has the most kids by you" she said.
I looked away from herself.
"Like some times I wish that we were still together because baby melo reminds me of you so much" she explained.
"Courtney I'm engaged" I told her.
"I know. But I just wanted to let you know" she said getting up and leaving me out there by myself.
I looked at my phone and seen I was being sent lives.
So I got on the live.
I seen Nahmir smoking and I heard a female talking.
He turned the camera and showed Znuie laying on his knees.
What the fuck man.
I didn't feel like arguing. So I got off the live and just sat out there.
I really hope I'm doing the right thing by marrying Znuie
