Austin
Stephanie got a job and I'm not too happy but she doing what she got to do.
"Aj you have to learn to clean up after yourself" Stephanie complained picking up toys.
"At znuies house she doesn't make us clean up" Aj says eating crackers.
"This isn't znuies house" Stephanie said to him.
"It isn't yours either" Aj remarked.
Stephanie stared at him.
Aj stared at me.
Then Stephanie looked at me.
I just put my head down.
"Did you hear what he just said to me" she asked.
"Aj watch your mouth please" I said.
Stephanie rolled her eyes.
"You ready stink" I asked my son standing up.
"Yeah" Aj said putting his crackers in the trash.
He grabbed his toy and walked towards the door.
I was looking for his bag then Stephanie handed it to me.
"I'll have my own place in a couple of days" she said walking away.
"Aj come sit on the couch real quick" I said not taking my eyes off of his mother.
After Aj did what I asked.
"Room now" I said and she walked in there.
"Why you so in a rush to move out" I asked her.
"You told me to get the fuck out" she said in a duh tone.
"I always say that but you never take that shit to heart" I said sitting on the bed. "So tell me what's really up"
It took her a minute. "You have a girlfriend now. I don't want to feel like I'm coming between anything." She said. But I knew it was deeper.
"Stephanie" I said looking dead in her eyes.
"It's the relationship that she has with aj. All he ever talks about is Znuie Znuie Znuie. And being a mother that shit hurts your soul. Because not only the nigga that you thought you were going to be with chose her. But the son that I gave birth to is choosing her" she said tearing up.
"Look you're an amazing mother. He loves Znuie but not more than he loves you" I said wiping her tears.
"Was that about Aj or you" she asked.
I was completely caught off guard.
Then she kissed me. I was lost of words. I was in shock.
I haven't felt her lips in a fat minute.
But I want Znuie so I pushed her body back.
"Austin" she sighed.
"We can't do this. I'm in a relationship" I explained.
"Thats never stopped us before" she said squinting her eyes.
I rubbed my face.
"This is different. She's different. Good luck on the place though" I said getting up.
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Znuie
I was on the phone laughing with Denise.
"Come back to chino to visit or something. Lonzo is so boring. He comes to see the kids. But then when it comes to us, it's just constant sex" she said.
"That's where dating a ball brother gets ya. They love making babies" I said in a country accent.
"I think Lonzo and melo are in a competition. Trying to see who will have the most kids. But it's obvious Lamelo won" she said and I laughed.
"LiAngelo the only regular one" I mentioned.
"I couldn't see him with any kids of his own. That's kind of scary" Denise said.
"The boys will be pissed" I said.
LiAngelo loves all of his nieces and nephews. But Leon, renzo and La'zion are always with him.
Then I heard Aj's voice meaning Austin was here.
"Hold on let me call you back" I said before hanging up.
Austin walked into the room.
"Hi baby" I said wrapping my arms around his neck.
He gave me a deep kiss.
"We need to talk" he said and I sat down on the bed concerned.
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He just told me everything.
My emotions weren't showing. I was just stuck.
"Baby I promise I pushed her away" he said.
But I just couldn't think.
"I apologize. Like I'm genuinely sorry. I don't want you to think that I want her. She's moving out in a couple of days and if you want me to sleep here until then. Then I'll do it." He said and it made me look at him.
Lamelo never said shit like that. Melo never told me. I always had to find out myself.
"It won't happen again" he said standing up.
I watched him.
He took his shirt off. Then he kissed me from my lips down to my neck. He laid me back and lifted my crop top a little. So that he could kiss my lower stomach.
He pulled my leggings off.
I didn't speak.
He kissed my thighs.
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"Oh my-" I started before loosing my breath to speak.
We were in missionary and he was going so slow. That shit was amazing.
"You forgive me" he whispered in my ear.
I was scratching the fuck out of his back.
"Hmm?" He asked as he was now looking me in my eyes.
"Yes daddy" I moaned.
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Lamelo
Ashley has been calling me and so has Courtney. But to be completely honest.
I'm just waiting on Znuie to call.
I think I've earned the title of friends.
But i want to work on trust.
