"𝑏𝑟𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑒"
𝔞 𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔞 𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔣𝔦𝔠👄
(it might seem trash at first but it gets better i promise also the tittle might not connect to the story but um i didn't know what else to put so deal with it😘)
𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊�...
Y/N POV i woke up before sam did, i got out of bed and brushed my teeth and my hair, i kissed sams cheek and left her house, i got home and went straight into my room, i sat on the edge of my bed and thought, y/n thoughts: *should i do it?* *sam will get mad tho* *its for the best he did this to him self* *idk if if should* end of thoughts y-fuck it ion care anymore i said that to myself, i stood up and walked to my drawer and went into this one specific drawer, i took out a bag of weed, i went down to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of wine, my dad was out for like a week so i didn't care also i haven't seen my mom since that time idk where she went and i didn't rlly care, i grabbed the wine and ran to my room, i locked the door and opened the window, i sat on my bed and rolled some weed up and hit it, a couple of hours passed and i was high as hell, i didn't know what to do so i posted on my insta,
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y/n.bitch: fuck u 🖕🏻 liked by sam.hottie,kairicosentino,mattiapolibio and 123,467 others comments: user:🐍🐍🐍 user: wtf- sam.hottie: Y/N U BETTER NOT ^y/n.bitch: alr did fam.. kairicosentino: shit what happened ^y/n.bitch: nun of ur god damn business mattiapolibio: please don't.. ^y/n.bitch: why not tho.. user: are u okay?! ^y/n.bitch: no- i mean yah i'm fine 🙂 i sighed and laid down, i heard my phone ding, i looked at it to see i have a message from kai, kairi- bold you- regular
kaikai👄: are u okay y/n?! y/n!!! y/n answer me rn!!
me: yeah totally
kaikai👄 : no ur not y/n , talk to me
me: what is there to talk ab huh?
kaikai👄: come on y/n please
me: there's noting to talk ab kai.. leave me alone
i put my phone down and cried, i was a mess, i wanted everyone to go away, i didn't want to be here anymore, i wanted to die, i hated mattia with all my heart but not rlly, i still loved him which i shouldn't but i do, and i hate myself for it, i haven't talked to him after the shit with jenna, i blocked him, at this moment i was thinking ab all the good times me and mattia had, it js made me cry more, i hated him, i thought, but deep down ik i don't hate him i still love him, but he broke me, he broke me even when he said he loved me, i fucking hated that, i hated that i said i loved him, i hated that i kissed him, i hated that i was the only fucking one who meant that "i love u", i hated it so fucking much, i wanted to end it all, i knew that wasn't gonna do anything, but i wanted to be gone, i wanted to not be here, so i did that, i did js that. i got up and took one last hit of weed and one more sip of wine, and then i went to the bathroom.
