𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖊🍒| M.P

𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒💔

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Y/N POV
i got up and went into my bath room i sat on the floor thinking, i should say goodbye first, but i didn't want to text them, so i posted on my insta again,

y/n.bitch: i'll be dead by dawn.. good bye
liked by sam.hottie,alejandro,kairicosentino,mattiapolibio and 235,797 others
comments:
user: attention whore🥱
user: OMG NO😭
sam.hottie: Y/N IM COMING
^y/n.bitch: please don't..
alejandro: y/n dont do this
^y/n.bitch: u act like everyone would care.. no one does
^alejandro: don't fucking say that y/n, ur like a sister to me EVRYONE WILL CARE
^y/n.bitch: well then let's see if they really do..
kairicosentino: Y/N NO
^y/n.bitch: i'm sorry kaikai but it's better for all of us
mattiapolibio: Y/N DONT U DO ANYTHING IM COMING WE ALL ARE JS WAIT
^y/n.bitch: don't bother. tell them i said i love u all💔
^mattiapolibio: ur gonna say that okay js hold on for me
i shut my phone off and got up, i looked though the cabinet to find something sharp, i found a razor i could use, i sat on the floor again and sighed,
y- good bye..
i said to myself and started to cut my wrist, it didn't hurt, i was numb, i didn't feel any pain it actually felt good, my vision started to get blurry and then i passed out, i heard screaming coming from my room, but i closed my eyes before anything else happened, i hoped i was dead by then.
MATTIAS POV
once i saw y/n's post ik i had to get over there now, i got my keys and shit and went to sams house to pick her up, i got sam and kairi and ale and the rest of the boys, we rushed over to y/n's house as quick as possible
s- HURRY TF UP
m- IM TRYING
s- WELL TRY HARDER I CANT LOSE HER MATTIA I WILL HAVE NOTHING LEFT SHES ALL I GOT SO IF U WANT HER TO LIVE HURRY THE FUCK UP
i stepped on the gas and speeded over there, we finally got to her house, we all ran out the car and into the house, we all ran in her room to find weed all over her bed and a wine glass on her bed side, we looked everywhere in her room but we couldn't fine her, i started to cry, this is all my fault, i thought, i got distracted by sam screaming at the top of her lungs, me and the boys ran over where sam was, and we saw her.. y/n's dead body on the floor a razor by her hand and blood everywhere,
s- CALL THE FUCKIN AMBULANCE
i call the ambulance, i held y/n by her head and sobbed,
m- this is all my fault and so so soo sorry mi amor, don't leave me okay? don't please i need u we all do
the ambulance came and took y/n to the hospital, me and sam and the boys got into the car and drove to the hospital, we got there and asked for y/n,
doctors- d
m- we're here for y/n where is she?
d- she's in surgery
m- okay thanks
we all sat down and waited, i was crying the boys were too but sam.. sam was crying the most, i mean i would too. i wish i hadn't cheated i was and idiot for that shit. i was so fuckin stupid, all bc jenna, she fuckin force me to sleep with her, bc if i didnt she would expose y/n and i didn't want that for her. but i ruined it, fuck, my mi amor is gone and it's all bc of my dumb self.
SAMS POV
when i saw y/n' life less body on the ground, my heart broke, i couldn't hold it in anymore, i broke down and started to scream
s- WAKE UPPPP
s- COME ON Y/N I NEED U PLEASEEEEE DONT LEAVE ME AND THE BOYS DONT PLEASE WAKE UP
i said sobbing, alejandro has to hold me bc i was a mess, but i didn't care, my bsf for 4 years was on the floor bleeding,
s- ALEJANDRO PUT ME DOWN
a- sam no
s- please she's all i have
a- i'm sorry sam but they have to take her
s- no NOOOO
i said as i saw the ambulance take y/n away from me, i can't live without her she's my everything, she's been here for me since day one, i couldn't imagine my life with out her.
s- GET IN THE FUCKIN CAR AND DRIVE TO THE FUCKIN HOSPITAL NOW
we all ran to the car and speeded off the the hospital, we got there and mattia asked where she was, and the doctor said she's in surgery, i sat down and balled my eyes out, alvaro hugged me tight and cried with me, i saw mattia crying i was mad at him and sad for him, i also saw kai crying, she's was like a sister him and ale and it broke them seeing her like this, it broke me, she broke me.
ALVARO POV
i saw y/n's lifeless body on the ground, my heart broke, i wasn't as close to her as all the boys were but she still meant a lot to me, i cried and i couldn't stop, i heard sam scream her name to wake up alejandro had to hold her back while i talked to the ambulance guys, they took her to the hospital, i heard sam scream to get into the car so we did and we drove off to the hospital, we got there and mattia said she's in surgery, me and sam sat down and sam hugged me sobbing, i cried too in her shoulder, ik y/n meant a lot to sam they have been bsf for 4 yrs. i felt really bad for all of them especially mattia, he loved her, jenna forced him to sleep with her or else she'll expose y/n.
KAIRI POV
i saw her. there. on the ground. lifeless. the girl that meant everything to me. gone. she's was like my sister. i loved her soo much. and now she's gone. all i heard was sams screaming. and ambulance coming. i was broken. she left me. she left me and the boys and sam. she broke us. i got cut off of my thoughts by sam screaming for us the get into the car, we did and drove to the hospital. we got there and was told she's in surgery, we sat down and cried, sam was crying the most, mattia was crying almost balling his eyes out. alejandro was basically sobbing and so was i, alvaro was hugging sam and crying too. we were all broken. i remembered all the good times we had with her. my sister. my bsf. gone.
ALEJANDRO POV
there she was. y/n, on the floor blood everywhere. screaming heard from in front of me. my baby sis i never had. left me? i didn't believe it. she's gone. she can't be. but she's in front of me. no. stop. make it stop please. i cant live without her she's my everything.
me- sam no
i said while holding sam down, they took y/n away.
s- GET IN THE FUCKIN CAR AND DRIVE TO THE FUCKIN HOSPITAL NOW
we all ran to the car and got in. we made it to the hospital and was told she's in surgery, we sat down and cried, my baby sister. in pain? i couldn't even cope with that, and now she's gone. from all of us. gone. i loved her to death, and now she's gone.

TBC....
a/n: sorry this was so long but i rlly liked this one don't ask me why