The Deal // Park Jimin [Book One]

Chapter X

Jungkook's POV:

I was in my room laying on the bed thinking about what I did yesterday. I don't regret kissing Y/N and I'm not sorry for it. Jimin doesn't deserve her and I've known her way longer than he has. I'm sad that she doesn't remember me but maybe it's for the best I'm not the same boy she knew before that's probably why she doesn't remember me, well either that or I'm more handsome than I was before.

I got out of bed and walked out of my room then started walking to Yoongi Hyung's room, hoping he's awake. I stopped when I was in front of his room and knocked on the door and waited for an answer.

"Who is it?!" I heard him ask.

"It's Jungkook!" I told him.

"Come on in Jungkook!" He said. I walked inside and saw him on his bed looking at his phone. "What do you need Jungkook?" He asked me.

"Can I tell you something Hyung?" I asked him, shyly.

"Yeah of course you can." He said, putting his phone down beside him and looking at me.

"I umm kissed Y/N last night." I told him.

"You did? Does Jimin know about it?" He asked.

"Yeah, he kinda caught me." I told him.

"What did he do?" He asked, concerned.

"He just yelled at me and asked me why I did it knowing that only he can touch her." I said.

"Why did you do it?" He asked.

"Well I told him that I wanted to know how it felt to kiss someone but I already knew how it felt before that." I said.

"So you lied to Jimin? That's not smart Jungkook, you know he will find out that you lied to him." He said.

"I know but there's something else." I said, looking down then back at him.

"What is it?" He asked.

"I knew Y/N before Jimin knew her." I told him.

"How?" He asked.

"Me and her were best friends since we were about 4 years old but when she turned 15 something terrible happened." I told him.

"What happened? Was it bad?" He asked.

"Yeah it was bad, she got hit by a car when we left school and she was walking home and she started crossing the road but didn't look both ways before crossing it and a speeding car came and hit her, she was in a coma for about 4 years." I said.

"Oh my god, what else happened?" He asked.

"She woke up when she was 19 and I was told by the doctor that she lost her memory and couldn't remember anything before she went into a coma, but it may be a good that she didn't remember me though." I told him.

"Why do you say that Jungkook? You were her best friend." He asked.

"I'm scared to see her reaction because I was a nerd back then and now I'm in a mafia, not something she'd expect me to be in and she might hate me for joining knowing I have to kill people if it comes to it." I said.

"I understand where you're coming from but she needs to know that she knew you before maybe could help her recover the memories that she never gained back." He said, looking at me with sympathy.

"You really think I should tell her? But what if she hates me?" I said, looking at him.

"I can't make the choice for you, that's your decision to make but if it was up to me I would tell her." He said, putting his hand on my shoulder.

I looked down and fiddled with my fingers. I sighed then looked back at Yoongi.

"I think I'm going to tell her." I told him. He smiled at me before speaking.

"You're making the right choice Jungkook." He said, before laying down.

"Thank you Hyung, I'll go find her unless she's with Jimin Hyung." I said, standing up and walked to the door and opened it.

"You're welcome Jungkook." He said, before I walked out of the room and closing the door.

I walked to Y/N's room and knocked on the door. The door opened and I saw Y/N smiling at me.

"Hi Jungkook, come on in." She said, walking towards her bed.

I closed the door behind me an while I was turned away from her, I was thinking if I should tell her or not. I'm still scared to see her reaction because she could hate me or she just wouldn't mind. I turned towards her and saw that she was staring at me.

"So what do you need Jungkook?" She asked me.

I sighed and walked and sat down beside her on the bed.

"Umm." I began to talk. I took a deep breath and started speaking again. "I need to tell you something." I said, looking at her.

"What is it?" She asked, getting closer to me.

"Do you remember anything when you were younger?" I asked her.

"No I don't, why?"

"Well, I was your best friend when we were younger and I saw you get hit by a car but I couldn't get to you fast enough."

"Wait, I knew you before now?"

"Yeah."

"What were you like back then?"

"I was a shy and nerdy person back then and you were my only friend I had."

"When did we meet?"

"We met when we were toddlers in daycare."

"Wow, how bad did I get hurt? I know it was bad but I don't know how bad it was."

"You had a fractured skull, two or three broken ribs, a severe concussion and you were in a coma for 4 years."

"4 whole years?"

"Yeah, but while you were still in a coma I joined this mafia but was still worried about you."

"You never forgot about me?"

"Of course I didn't, you were always there for me whenever I was down or if I was bullied."

"I'm sorry I couldn't remember you Jungkook." She said, wrapping her arms around me. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tight with tears beginning to fall from my eyes. "Did I have a nickname for you?" She asked.

"Yeah, you always called me Kookie." I told her.

"I was smart to give you that nickname, it fits you so well." She said, hugging tighter. I was getting ready to speak when the door opened.

"What the hell?" I heard Jimin say.

We pulled away from each other and I looked at Jimin and he had anger in his eyes. I looked down again so I won't make eye contact with him again.

"What's going on in here?" He asked us, trying to stay calm.

"Jungkook was just telling me something about my past." Y/N told him.

"What do you mean by that? How do you not remember your past?" Jimin asked, sounding like he doesn't believe her.

"I was telling her what we were before she got hit by a car when we were younger." I said, looking up at him.

"You were hit by a car Y/N?" Jimin asked her, worried. All she did was nod at him and I saw his face soften. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked, walking towards her and stopped once he was in front of her. He squated down and put his hands on her shoulders and made her look at him. "Jungkook, go back to your room, I need to talk to her privately." He said.

I stood up and walked out of the room and went to my room. I laid down on the bed thinking about what he wanted to talk to her about. I soon started drifting off to sleep.