The universe is mad at me

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I feel that the universe is mad at me
but I don't know what I did to them
for them to be mad at me like this
all I have is the feeling,
the sensation,
that I should...
...NO...
that I am supposed to apologise
apologise for "the thing I did"
Which I have no memory of doing at all
so I couldn't help but ask myself several times a day:

What is "it"?
"It " the thing I did

How can I apologise if I don't remember it?

How can I feel so empty inside?

Why do I feel that the universe is judging me?

Should I give an empty apology...?
But then what can I do?

What am I supposed to do?

How can I end this agony?

How can I remember what exactly should I apologise for?

And then I ask myself:

What can I do to remember it?

Because the only thing I know for fact is that
the Universe is mad at me...

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