I didn't want to leave but I just felt i was wasting their time. They didn't deserve to put up with my drama it's stupid.
fours days has passed and I haven't made contact with anyone. I finally decided to talk to avani because I was closest with her. I decided to face time her so I could see her. I clicked on her name and it started ringing. she picked up straight away.
avani: omg omg bby finally are you ok you: are you alone avani: um no I'm at sway house do you want me to go to another room you: uh yeah but if your not free don't worry avani: no no I'm going to another room now dont worry you: ok just promise me your alone I only want to tell you and then you can tell Addison and charli but I don't won't the boys to find out yet please avani: ok I promise but first are you sure your ok after she said that you started to cry a bit you: um well not r - r- really so at the party I saw my boyfriend cheating on me with my friend Mia and that's when you care up to me before we left I didn't say anything because I was drunk. On the car ride home I saw his car following us but I didn't think anything of it. his car was out the front of my house when I got back from dropping you guys off at the airport. u-u-uhh then he grabbed me and took me inside and he uh he I'm rr-raped me and then told me not to tell anyone and that if I go near him again there will be a big consequence and then he just left and after that I couldn't move I didn't know what to do so I just didn't say anything and ignored everyone. I said now tears streaming down my face. Avani had tears falling down her face to. avani: I can't believe he did that to you it's all our fault for leaving you alone I'm so sorry. I'm flying you to la I don't care what you say your staying with me for a bit please I don't want you to be alone. you: I don't know vani I'm so scared I can believe move. just then I heard a door open ??: hey avani were going in the pool do you want to - what who are you talking with why are you crying it was anthony. avani: oh um no one I don't really feel like swimming I will come down later. ??: oh ok but tell me who you are talking to you: Anthony it's Bella we are just um talking about something she will meet you'd own there soon if that's ok Anthony: of course
After talking avani and booked me flights for tomorrow and I was going to stay for a month. We decided to surprise everyone. we said goodbye and I finally got up. I packed a suitcase with clothes and shoes and some other stuff I need like my phone, laptop, etc. o finished and decided to have a bath and just wash everything away. I ran a bath and put bubbles in it. I got in washed my body very well washed my face put a face mask on washed my hair I just Did a full self care to get rid of my disgusting boyfriends actions. I felt better. After a while off watching Netflix in the bath I got out, moisturised, did my skin care routine, brushed my hair and I decided to make a tik tok.
@bellasmith
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@bellasmith - someone play with me please I'm bored
COMMENTS avani: go to sleep you have an early flight >> I can't sleep :( addisonrae: you finally posted 🤩🤩🤩🤩 >> love you addi <333 charlidamelio: my baby I miss you >> I miss you more user: she is so pretty hater: how are people friends with her Hater: eww she is so ugly hater: why are famous people friends with her User: how do they know her quintongriggs: why are you on my fyp 🤔 >> why are you in my comments 🤔 User: I will play with you jadenhossler: text is again please we miss you >> maybe, maybe not 🤭
after I posted I put my phone on charge, set an alarm for 5 am I had to leave at 5:30 and tried to sleep.
