Agonazing Serendipity (on hold)

Miserable Chapter 1

" Jcee , stay here okay ? i will just buy some groceries because we're out of stock . " my mom said to me before she switch her attention to my dad ,  to my STEP DAD . Yes , my father died through a heart attack when I was only a kid , when he caught my mom flirting with my current step Dad .

" Honey, stay here for a  while with my daughter okay ? I'll be back in a couple of hour . Bye " My mom said as she waved and give her goodbye to me and my step dad .

There's no one around . Just me and my dad because our maids went on a vacation because it's summer and I dont classes for now so I dont need some assistance . afterall , I know how to be indepent in a sense that I can take care of my self without my mom's guide . Why ? because her attention is always wasted on my step dad  .

" Jcee  , come into my room and bring some water . " my father commanded me as he go upstairs .

"Y-yes dad . " i answered with hesitation . I dont know , why am I so bothered ? 

I rushed into the kitchen and get some water for my father . I knocked at his door and opened it gently . He's  Drinking . again . what's new ? everytime that mom is not here , he's always doing that thing.  Drinking beers and abuse me. 

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I woke up feeling tired and dizzy with the sunlight directly runs through my face  . My school is about to start in an hour . It's back to school again , Im back to my life again . It's my first day on college . If you're Going to ask me about my highschool life , well nothing interesting happened. Going to library without anyone (Reading Romance and fairytales) , getting high scores , getting no friends to mingle to , STUDY ALL DAY . Is that interesting ? For me , it is. but for you ? Mabye NOT . I took a bath and cook my own food . I dont have anyone to help me because now , Im living by my own . Alone .

Im currently renting a house near Railin College . My Mom Picked this house for me . She gives money for the rental payment and my other expenses but I want to have my own money that's why I am working part time on a fast food chain . I dont want to depend so much on my parents .

While walking towards the school , I noticed that someone is following me . On that moment , I remembered something.  Someone actually . Im gettimg nervous everytime that someone follows me or check me out . Am I that paranoid ? But Am I to be blame ? My past ruined me.  That's why I cant trust anyone around me , even my mom , even myself .

I opened my compact mirror to see who's behind me , I saw a man wearing a hood . I run as fast as I can but he caught me. I screamed so that people will hear and help me get away with this bad ass . He's now hugging me ----- Let me replace that . he is forcing me to stop and shut up. I  want to cry , i am scared . God , why are you doing this to me ?  Are you going to let that thing happen AGAIN ?

" GET OFF ME YOU JERK !! IM NOT THAT PRETTY AND SEXY TO BE YOUR GIRL , LET ME GO ! PLEASE DONT DO THIS ! " i turn around and put my hands in the back of his head to pull his hair  but it turns out like we are hugging each which is really awkward . When I removed his hood i saw a beautiful handsome face with  red lips laughing .

I just stared at him pokerface until he stoped laughing .

" what's funny ? " I said on a low calm voice . Im always like that , emotionless . dead .

" W-what's funny ? Ofcourse you ! Hahahaha You think I like you ? You think Im going to steal your virginity ? Hahahaha what are you ?! a comedian ?" He laughed AGAIN as if there's no tomorrow. 

suddenly , a tear escaped from my eyes .

" Y-yes , Virginity .  What the hell am I talking about my virginty ? Im so funny . " I forced a laugh and turn my back to continue my walk .