Andrea Russet.
I have no freaking idea what I just did. I called him. I called Kian. I called the one who I thought I should give up on to let him be better. But boy , I hurt myself even more throughout this months. Laying in bed with Tristan when all I thought about was how Kian was doing. I rejected having sex with him, because everytime I see Kian's face in front of my eyes and I just can't continue.
But when he came all the way to the Jenndrea household. It all changes. He was so unhappy with Claytia , he still worries about me. He knew every single thing about me , he knew what I wanted when I was sad. He knew what I wanted when I was feeling any emotions. He gave me a comfortable shoulder to lie on. He loves me. I can see that through his eyes when he came through the door of my bedroom.
When he said he doesn't give a fuck about Claytia, my heart races like a freakin sports car , I didn't know why I was so relieved , I didn't know why I felt that I was so happy when I was so broken. But the thing is , I didn't cry because of Tristan , I cried because I thought Claytia loved him and vice versa , and I was so wrong , I thought Kian would've broke down. I thought he would've be freakin in pieces that I would have to try to fix because I loved him. I loved him to pieces. I would so die for him. I would do anything for him. Even if it meant letting him go. I let him go , but he came back to me , he came back to me. And I'm so fucking happy , but I don't have any idea if he lost feelings for me. I literally don't have any idea what I would do now if he suddenly let go of me like I did with him.
"Hey , you alright there ? You seem really deep in thought ..." Kian asked in a somehow worried tone
"Yeah , I'm alright. Just thinking about...things"
"Okk,which movie do you want to watch? Step Up?"
"Yeah , that will be damn fine" the Step Up series is what I liked to watch when I'm feeling sad and this is the damn right time to watch it. I'm actually just trying to make sure Kian stays so I can kind of tell him everything one my mind and eat ice cream and stuff like that.
He put the Step Up dvd into the DVD player and sat on the far end of my bed.
"Come here Kian" I reached my hands out to him which he gladly took.
"I need to do something first Andrea... I hope you don't mind. "
"I don't , you can continue on with what you want to do. I'll be fine alone"
"No,I'm not leaving you, I'm just making a phone call that I'm making here"
"Oh.."
Kian Lawley.
I took out my phone and dailed Claytia's number.
"Claytia , I need to tell you something" Andrea's face turned so sour that I really wanted to make her smile , and I'm pretty sure I'm going to do a pretty damn good job at making her smile.
"And what is that babe,I haven't seen you in days!! I miss you!! "
"I don't have time for your shit right now and I just want to tell you that I'm breaking up with you and this is definitely the fucking last time , I'm not down for any of you whiney shit anymore. And you cheated on me , so don't need to whine anymore" Andrea's face looked so shocked yet happy at the same time that just made my heart at ease.
"What?!?? How ? I love you !!!!"
"Nope and bye !!"
"Now we can watch our movie." I told Andrea as calm as I can. But my heart is leaping in joy that I finally can name myself as SINGLE !!!! Wooohooo !!
Okay.. Got a little carried away there but whatever, I'm happy now.
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Ashes ( Kiandrea )
Fanfiction{ Kiandrea , a.k.a Kian and Andrea } A relationship is about 2 people. But it affects everyone around you and none of them both seem to notice that. Hate and Love. What a thin line between that.
