Ashes ( Kiandrea )

Chapter 1

Kian Lawley.

It was a little over the afternoon when i woke up from my hurricane. A hurricane of my body. I usually wake up upside down,in a star shape. Any random positions you can think of. After my morning daze, I got up from my bed and went to brush my teeth before i went back to my bed and use my laptop. I watched some youtube videos for a few hours and then proceeded to get ready for the day. Which is apparently Netflix day.

I was on my bed watching the new series of Orange is the new Black on my MacBook when my phone rang. To my surprise, Andrea's name was blinking right in front of me. It's been so long since this name appeared in my life. It took me a few seconds to snap back to reality and answer the phone.

"Andrea ?"

"Yeah,it's me"

"Why did you call me?"

"I just....never mind"

She hanged up on me with that last word and I decided to ring her back to see what is on her mind. Even though we broke up,it doesn't mean I still wouldn't care for her. We ended things because we cannot handle the distance. That was just a very stupid excuse since she has already moved to LA. I'll be her guardian angel,any day,any time.

"Andrea,what happened ? You know you could trust me right?"

"I... I... nothing really,I'm fine."

"I know you're not Andrea,I can tell by your voice that you're crying. So,care to share with me what is bothering you so much?"

"Tristan. He.... he dumped me."

"He dumped you?"

"Yeahhh,I... he....He cheated on me with your girlfriend Kian,I...I saw them together holding hands,kissing and all those stuff. I, I thought that I should let you know what is happening..."

"What?!??!?"

"Yeah,I'm sorry Kian,I didn't want to do this at all. But I know I have to because... I don't want you getting played anymore I guess"

"Are you at home right now ?"

"Yeah I am..."

"I'm coming over."

This time, I hanged up on her and rushed through the o2l house to the front door, randomly put a pair of vans on my feet before dashing through the door.

I drove the 10 minutes drive to Andrea's and Jenn's apartment and barge through the door. I didn't thought I would see her,so crumpled and worn out. Lying on the floor like it's the only hope she had. Compared to her,I'm much more calm. I don't know if that is a good thing or not,but I never gave a fuck about my girlfriend. She was whiny and just wouldn't leave me alone. I couldn't give a fuck about her when Andrea is on my mind all the time. I would never get why we decided to part. I mean,yeah,people change,feelings fade. But my feelings sure hasn't gone away like hers did,I think. She did kind of left me for Tristan. Tristan. That bastard,I knew he wasn't a good person the first time I saw him. I thought letting him have Andrea,he would make her happier than I did. He would care for her more than I did. It was all the opposite though.

I rushed next to her,lifting her up from the floor and carrying her to the bed.

"Andrea,stay here,I'm going to see if there is any ice cream and movies we could watch."

"Why do you know me so well Kian? Why did I choose him over you? I'm such an idiot,I can't..."

"It's not your fault Andrea,feelings hits hard,whether you like it or not. He may not be the one you think would do that kind of stuff to you at that moment,I was a mess too. You went through so much just to fix me,but you were left bleeding and scarred while I'm doing better and better. That's not fair to you Andrea. I always knew the reason you left babe. You needed a person who wouldn't break you like I did. Someone who would make you laugh. Someone who is not as broken and a lost cause like me."

"No no no Kian,you're never a lost cause and I still believe in that. You know me so well. I could only focus on what I needed instead of what I wanted you know... I was too broken at that time,I thought I needed that guy to fix me like I did with you. But I was so wrong. I've known you for years now,how could I do that to you?"

"It's alright Andrea,don't think too much about it right now,I'll go get ice cream and movies for us to watch. You need it right now. Oh and, Pizza?"

"That'll be fine. Thank you Kian,I mean it very much. Thank you for coming down even though I know that you should be as broken hearted as I am right now,you are so strong"

"No Andrea, I'm not sad at all, I really didn't give a fuck about Claytia,you're all I think about. She was so whiny, she's not funny at all,not sassy like you are. I just didn't break it off with her because she always whines saying that she needs me and it's so annoying I just give up."

"I didn't know that..." She gave a low chuckle. "I thought she made you happy and all"

"nope"